Thursday, May 28, 2009
going out, being with my friends is the wae out.
a way out to put my insecurities away.
about u.
i hope i wont be defiant towards u.
praying for dat.
bud i cant think of myself not, not be with u.
i donnoe y
sorrie. i dont.
bud how do i feel something.
my heart don want to feel.
its not that i don love u.
70%-80%.
sincerely i do.
i really do.
so its me?
why?
why am i sO stupid?
why?
mayb u're ryt.
i do think too much.
bud is it wrong?
is it wrong to think of the future?
is it?
im just saeing.
just to be prepared mentally and physically.
im so sorrie.
bud i realli like ur company.
im trying my very best to be the utmost personal to u.
and myself.
let me hold u for the last time..
what we could have been, 8:21 AM.
