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Sunday, November 30, 2008

dopidopidopidoo.
haha.
everythg's fine.
okie chill.
XD
hav a gd tyme.
hols hols hols.
dadidaaa.u dopidoos.
;D

what we could have been, 2:00 AM.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

okie calm down sharifahh.
u can make it through this.
onli for a while.
for a titsy while..
okie chill.

9pm pn 9 pm laa
but jgn harap eyk i'll be veri the sunshine at home.
*rolling eyes*
i didnt change myself.
u guys did.
so don blame me for everythg.

what we could have been, 10:18 AM.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

im at my limits sey with my parents.
especially my mom.
she's alwaes been on my case since lyk alwaes.
and i didnt mean it in a gd wae.
she's damn old fashion and she misunderstands stuffs.
and i didnt mean normal stuffs lyk household chores.
i meant as in about teenagers lyk me and my bro.
she handles well with my last two bros but not me.
nope!
she's darn hopeless at that kinda stuffs.
me and her, cannot have a serious conversation.
lyk the ones i have wit my skwelmates reently.
totally different.
she have issues man.
serious issues wit her sense of hearing and understanding.
seriously!

9 pm?
any tyme i went out and i had to be back by 9pm?
damn straight dats ridiculous!
dats child's play.
im 19 already for goodness sake!
i noe the typical "u're-still-under-my-parent's-care"
and the "im-still-using-their-money" kinda reason.
well heck yah i noe that.
what i wanna noe is why cant i take care of myself for a change?
its not lyk im doing anythg indecent??
i may look lyk one but im bloody hell not.
i noe myself and they donnoe dat.
which means, they don trust me!
as simple as that.
they don trust me!
and they call themselves my parents?
what a joke.
i doubt that.
tch.

be independent? be responsible?
and 9 pm??
wtf!
thats so unreasonable.
so selfish.
fyi, i got home late at nyt mostly everydae
but i didnt get myself pregnant or get caught for rioting
or for a simple thing lyk becoming a smoker!
did i? i don!
im 19! and in all my 19 yrs of living, my greatest sin is talking back at my parents!
wad the hell?
even my 17 yr old bro smoked! and he didnt go out much till late at nyt!
and they're saeing that im embarassing them?
dats pathetic man!

the bottom line is,
i noe thay don trust me.
why? bcos im a gerl?
damn straight i don care if im a gerl.
as long as im doing smthg dats not VERI wrong.
majorly wrong.
den im fine wit it.
i noe my limits.
they dont.
and im not surprised dat they dont.

what we could have been, 6:58 AM.
Saturday, November 22, 2008

a yr and a half of holidae?
is finally here.
haha!
wohuuu.
nicely done.
nxt semester, we'll be painting landscapes!
scenery..
ouh jyeah. i lyk dat. haha
XD

if u think about it, a mth and a half is not dat long.
hmm.
bud within e hols, i have a few big events.
and dats niceee.
hehe.=D
at least im occupied.
cuz im not finding a new work tho ryt?
my parents saed its not worth it which i think is true.
arent they alwaes?
=.=

su's going bangkok..
izhwan's going indon..
and i hope the surgery went well just now.
i'll msg him tmr..
....
and nas!
i wanna noe wads the "surlplise" is about!
ergh.
=.=

haha.
ouh wells.

what we could have been, 8:09 AM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008

eeeeyaooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
assesment laa seyyy.
19 20 21.
bloody hell.
the past few weeks doing our assessments together have been fun!
sure we had our ups and downs sometymes bud dats life.
we needed those downs too actualli.
heh.

cey ceyyy. speaking. mcm. phm.
=.=
anihowwsss..
tmr. mondae.
gonna clean up the classrooms.
and im yet finished my drawings and touching up on my paintings.
haha. die.
=.=

haisss... after dis coming week.
its holidaes! hehe
i can now spend tyme wit my sec frens.
its been a yr siaa.
so sad.
we'll get back soon.
i promise.
all smyles now.
=D

what we could have been, 8:35 AM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008

too late.
i have to let him go.
to let all the sweet little tootittle memories go.
but its still inside my head.
dammit!
i can still thinking about him wen
i already give another a try..
i cannot do this anymore.
im doing something
and i must do it now.
straight away.
i don wan history to repeat itself.
shyt.

what we could have been, 8:39 AM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i dunnoe
its not like that.
im scared.
im scared that he will come back suddenly.
one dae.
and wen im getting close and start, begin to like u,
i will fall for him.
thats wad im scared of.

its not about him.
its about me.
i dispose him away.
bud im still waiting.
i still am.
no news. no phonecalls.
no smses. no frenster comments.
no msn. no nothing.
bud im still hoping, one dae.
just one dae he myt come back.
i noe its false hope cuz hu noes he found someone better
den me.
which im hoping for.
bud im still scared.
still scared to be closer to u.

don misunderstand me.
its so unlike me to reject face to face.
but i do with him.
it is to let go.
first love.
haha.
fine...

what we could have been, 8:49 AM.
Monday, November 10, 2008

arcade per tadiikk.
haha!
tm nk kat abes pn nk maen arcade.
kekek per korg.
heh
but best!

blue team winss!
jyeaaahh! XD
haha!

haha. skwel was funnn.
yeah yeah. i loike.
bwk bekal k gi skolar. XD
lyk old skwel daes.
heh
yah. and assesments nxt 2 wks! damnnn.
heh
painting still havent start or wadd siaaa
O_o

what we could have been, 7:53 AM.
Saturday, November 08, 2008

todae is the most bad luck dae ever sia!
damn bad luck for me!
wtfish!
from morning siaaa
i dunnoe wad happened sia.
haiss.
don wan to talk about it ar.
hope tmr is as per normal ar.

damn shytty dae.
xcept for the bowling part.
it was funn. hehe =DD

bdw, thnks nazeem.
=D

what we could have been, 8:04 AM.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008

hey hey pics pics.
haha!
during gemok gerls.
=DD









what we could have been, 6:29 AM.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008

eyyyyyyyyy.
criter REC.
wtfish!
damn scary or wad siaaaaaaaaa. hish!
=.=
seriously recommend u guys to watch it
the story is a little hanging but hmm. just watch laa.
heh
not for the faint hearted.
haha!
shouted alot of tymes sia.
realli unpredicted movie.
heh

and i realli feel lyk slapping the main actress.
haha!
watch it n u'll noe why.
heh

soooo.....
yaahh. heheee
XD

what we could have been, 10:03 PM.
Monday, November 03, 2008

ahhhh.
new phoneeeeeeeeeeee.
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
heh

ouh gdness!
aminah's stuff by tmr!
tmr tuesdae ryt?
kk on it!
fast game!
haha
da kol 1.15 am bud nehmind
heh.

kk gotta go!
gemok gerls pics in a moment.
haha! XD

what we could have been, 7:36 AM.
Sunday, November 02, 2008

eyyyyyyyyy!!!.
hp baru laa seyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!
nokia 6600 fold.
cool or waddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!
slim or wadddddddddddd!!!!!

bud no purple oready.
=.=
black jek.
alar black pn black laa.
haha!
asalkn wad i noe, tmr, i'll be using the new fone!
hehehe.
best best best!
suker ako.. hahaha
den, also, i'll be using the 9757.. nomber back. hehe
bestnyerrrrrrrrr.
tk sabar
hehe


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what we could have been, 8:02 AM.
Saturday, November 01, 2008

haha.
tadik gemok gerls keperrr.
haha!
first tyme pi tgk theatre.
i tink.. theatre? agaknyer ar.
ader jakon cket..
dey are veri the daring.
professional or wad dey all...
veri the near sia..
best.

bud the criter pasal politics ar.
tk phm ako.
klakar and veri the violent verbally. haha
kekek keper..
heh.

sumue smart mamat seyy.
den lyk all veri the formal.
haha! =DD
kecoh.
heh

the pics i post later later k.
XD
waiting for izhwan to send it to us.
hehe

what we could have been, 9:44 AM.

MISSPETTY

smyles wenever
sharifah najiah alaydaroos
ALMOST TWENT-0
13 oct 1989. LIBRA.
arab.javanese.chinese.
purple black are loved
class of 2010
NANYANG ACADEMY OF FINE ARTS.
Dipl.in FINE ARTS.PAINTING.



im emotional,gullible
im sarcastic
i can laugh easily
i eat a lot but cant get fat.

all i need is the air i breath
and a place to rest my head.



envy.me.rate.me.hate.me EITHER way you ain't me!

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