Thursday, February 26, 2009
i had a wonderful time todae.
thnk u so much for everythg.
i like this.
just once in lifetyme we had somehtg like this.
i checked and u had put me into a higher new level.
im so touched.
in fact, i doubted u but u didnt.
everyone else kept saeing dat we'll split or so the negative.
only one saed to stay.
i don wan to listen to others.
i have to noe u.
and listen to me.
im trying.
realli realli i am.
im much older, much wiser now.
altho of the age difference, i'll try my best to miss-see it
and noe u inside.
thnks for everythg.
i had a great tyme todae.
=)
thnk u so much for everythg.
i like this.
just once in lifetyme we had somehtg like this.
i checked and u had put me into a higher new level.
im so touched.
in fact, i doubted u but u didnt.
everyone else kept saeing dat we'll split or so the negative.
only one saed to stay.
i don wan to listen to others.
i have to noe u.
and listen to me.
im trying.
realli realli i am.
im much older, much wiser now.
altho of the age difference, i'll try my best to miss-see it
and noe u inside.
thnks for everythg.
i had a great tyme todae.
=)
what we could have been, 7:50 AM.
Monday, February 16, 2009
panass jek sey.
dis is most probably the worst dae of my entirely damn life!
school, tion-ships and at home is giving me bloody hell of a sick joke!
kat rumah, sangat tk memahami ar.
mcm bengap gitu sey.
serious shyt.
binget siak.
telinge panasss jek sey.
dalam hati ako nik byk sey warna itam2.
till one point, i lost it, im dead.
im reali keen to know is this wad allah have given me?
cabaran? dugaan?
im trying and still is trying to keep it all in place.
i am. very much.
im scared i cant stand it anymore.
and now, more things are coming to my life.
it gets to me.
and it hurts.
alwaes like this.
alwaes dis wae.
alwaes.
it makes me sad.
i have to.
i have to go,
i want to hold all this in.
i wont let all this crap shyt get to me.
dis is most probably the worst dae of my entirely damn life!
school, tion-ships and at home is giving me bloody hell of a sick joke!
kat rumah, sangat tk memahami ar.
mcm bengap gitu sey.
serious shyt.
binget siak.
telinge panasss jek sey.
dalam hati ako nik byk sey warna itam2.
till one point, i lost it, im dead.
im reali keen to know is this wad allah have given me?
cabaran? dugaan?
im trying and still is trying to keep it all in place.
i am. very much.
im scared i cant stand it anymore.
and now, more things are coming to my life.
it gets to me.
and it hurts.
alwaes like this.
alwaes dis wae.
alwaes.
it makes me sad.
i have to.
i have to go,
i want to hold all this in.
i wont let all this crap shyt get to me.
what we could have been, 6:38 AM.
Monday, February 09, 2009
i felt so stupid!
right now.
now.
i shuldnt have saed dat.
this.
he may never find me.
heck, he will never remember me.
so why shuld i?
im so sorry.
really.
it makes me feel im a real faker.
fake.r
this have been one heck of a lifetyme for me.
i will understand if u don want me anymore.
heh.
i do. understand.
right now.
now.
i shuldnt have saed dat.
this.
he may never find me.
heck, he will never remember me.
so why shuld i?
im so sorry.
really.
it makes me feel im a real faker.
fake.r
this have been one heck of a lifetyme for me.
i will understand if u don want me anymore.
heh.
i do. understand.
what we could have been, 8:25 AM.
