Wednesday, January 30, 2008

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! i bought blackkk tightttt jeanssss todae! yippeeee! hehe. thnks NUR LIYANA for accompanying me todae to buy it. hehe. so heppie so heppie! i still got other things for me to buy! mani mani things. ehehehee.. XDXDXDXDXDXD! ^-^. bud first! i gotta do my 3D! im damn hungry. thirsty more! bud i hav to finish 3D! 3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D3D!!!!! arrgggghhhh i hate u 3D! hheh. dammit. k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

photocopying machine!!

esther jude shy shyyyy

mrt stationnn

mrt where are youuuu

what we could have been, 5:36 AM.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

NAFA OPEN HOUSE!
this THURS FRI AND SAT!
ALL ARE WELCOME!
welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome welcome
if anyone needs to look for me, i'll be in class studying till 3 pm. if u need or ask anything, my colleague JUN ZHU, may assist u as she's the school's ambassador throughout the open house.
thank you veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri mucCH. ^-^

before that, i hav todae's picturrrreeeeeesssss!!! heheheeee... =D.
nj0yzzz... ^-^ ^-^

WAH CANDID ME!

at airport we are not.

hu's leg is THat! haha

we hav not yet come up wit a band's name......

two buttS facing the cam.(aka=esther puah)

eyyy? wheres the OTHER esther???

what we could have been, 4:39 AM.

Monday, January 28, 2008

MY WEEKEND WITH THE FAMILY! HAIYAAA! went to changi till late morning. heh. den the nxt dae go TM. heh. kkkkkkkkkKKKKkkkk! i veri veri veri the tired oready! gotta sleep ar! kk bye! njoy the pics anw! ^-^

hey its me n little cuzziess. ^-^

AHA! THIS ONE UNCLE OF MINE, REALLI THE 'ss'!

b4 depature to changi. haha

tw0 crazy ppl!

my SUPER cute cuzzin!

my SUPER mrepek uncle!

xtra guy!

MY INK PAINTINGSSSS!! ^-^- ^0^!

what we could have been, 6:07 AM.

Friday, January 25, 2008

mentang2 ader camera baruuuuu, take laa alot of pics! haha. todae hav! not alot ar. heh. k anw, i think im addicted to lagu DAMBAAN CINTA. lagu lame siak. still! i lyk it! easy to sing n the lyrics nice oso! haha. k anwwwwwww...im so damn tired sia todae! i meant, dis WEEK ar! damn pathetic! 3D, THE DAMN WATER COLOUR THINGY THAT I DIDNT FINISH JUST NOW. haha! kekek! heh. malas si0t! they let us do stupid stuff siaaaaaaaaaaaa. den till todae, havent yet go to skwel wit fiza! wad the heck!! its as if its not tyme yet to meet each other! uhuk uhuk uhuhuhuuuuuuu!! X( tcey! kk nvm! haha. k want to see photos? nk tgk??? nk nk nkkkk?????? hahaha. ^-^

ANNOYING. crazy ahbeng! haha

JUN ZHU again! ^-^

alwaes the toilet ynoeeee. haha

seriously he crazy! 'SENGIT!' haha

noe hu is dis?? LIYANA the BANANA of cors! XD

what we could have been, 5:36 AM.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ppl! i got gd news!! hehe. i got some pics from todae on my BRAND NEW DIGI CAM!! wooohoooooooooooo! haha. no more hp cam! haha. so the pathetic. heh. k anw, it was from my amati! hehe. my digi cam, brand: SAMSUNG. 7.2 megapixel. NV lens. L730!!! hahaha. best best. bef0re i show the pics, i got anOTher gd news! haha. I PASSED MY BTT LAA SEYYY!!!! so freaking heppie laa laaa laaa laaa laaa laaaaaaaaaaa! n relieved at the same tyme! haha okok. no wasting of tyme. haha.

haha. we mrepek laa..

saloonee solo......

JUN.kame

sharifah. saloonee. liyana

TESTING!!

hey togetherness.

what we could have been, 4:26 AM.

Monday, January 21, 2008

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh! my w0rst dae ever! haha. ok maybe not worst dae bud embarrassing dae ever laa t0dae! haha my slipper terput000000sss! uwaaaaahhhhh!!! pantat kentot btol laa. den walking lyk someone that broke the leg, i walk damn slowly and then came si IRSYAD qeling daaa! i step lykj nothing happened sia! wakakak! so awkward! so paisey! sooooooooooo embarrassingggggggggg!!!! i cannot take it sia! hish! hahaha. need to buy new slipper! tmr im wearing palm shoes sia! haiyooooo. my leg needs air! haha. k anw, JUST got some of my pics todae wit my new classmates! haha. njoy ^-^

yuuupp! fooling ard!

hey everyone sae 'ahhhh'! haha

oh under the moonlight! haha

swensens everione!! XD

ok i noe i sit lyk an apekk.. bud still! its comfortable! haha

national musuem's model wannabessss...

ahaha. dats me alryt! ^-^

what we could have been, 4:39 AM.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

kluaring wit ishkandermirza cracks me up. tit tot tit tot tit tot tit tottttttt.. hahaha. mkn period was more den 2 hrs dats for sure. haha. wad the! k anw, first tyme...THE first tyme going out with him eyy.. haha. he's nervous?? how can someone lyk him is actUalli nervous? im not. haha. ak0 chill jek. hahaaaa aper daaa...
k anw, i haveeeeeee... ALOT OF SKWEL WORK TO DO! KANNINA! sungguh the mrepek! digi cam havent yet have, bud kena use sia! TSK! skg nga pokai ar beb! wadddddddddd am i suppose to doooooooooooooooooo??? haiy0! alotooot of things to buy!

what we could have been, 7:01 AM.

Friday, January 18, 2008

FIZA AKO NPK KO ARI NIK!!!!!!
SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE YOU FIZAAAAA!!!KITA AKAN JUMPER LAGIK YEK. AKAN! AKAN!AKO CHECK TYME TABLE KO. AKO COMPARE MINE AND URS. DEN WEN FREE WE MIT OK BEB!? I SEE U MADE NEW FRENS? SOOO HAPPY FOR YOUUUUU!bud serious ar happy giler to the max ar biler jumper ko. one thing for sure, kwn ako skg tak panggel ako 'PAH'. ko sorg jek.. so delighted! hahahaha... sounds wrong. haha.

K AKO SYG KO! K JUMPER LAGIK TAO! TAO TAO TAO TAOOOO! haha
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD!

k anw, todae, i go museum! hehee^-^ with my classmates. took lots of pics! there are some memories that still pat kpale hotak ako nik wen me, fiza and hidayah were fooling ard together.. so veri the fun laa kn! huhuuuuu... so anw, after going to museum, i got back home, den go out again. lyk robot sia. no need rest. haha. go eat outside.....heh. now veri sleepy bud happy get to mit Fiza the last dae of this week! haha. we met wen i least xpected to have bumped into her. haha... smyling awaayyyyyy........^-^

what we could have been, 7:44 AM.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

alalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.. ako da pokai. damn. mcm maner sia. $10 for 3 daes? can hidop per?haha. haha.haha.haha.haha.haha. so fake sia. TSK! den wad? nxt week byr puase straight???well, maybe dats wad i can do. yah well maybe. i have to, no? to save money maaa.. alar binget sia.

AH! my amati da balek dari L.A! hehe. took me by surprise today. kater friday nik de balek. bud wen i came home, she was there! haha. gilaaa! heh. anw, since she's back, da start niaga ar but not this week ar. nk keje nxt week ar. kannina! nxt week no money to eat sia. nk mintak my dad duet, LAGIK! tak kena pekik da kire baek ar! mintak my mama kottttttt??? hehehee. maner tauuu. bud then, nk byr puase kn? nk byr puase start bsok? errrmmmmm... nak ke tak ar? haiy0000.
10 ari blm byr! bs0k? k try fridae ar. cuz if i didn't leave out one day either thurs OR friday, i may n0t hav enuf money to go lunch on saturday! TSK! wad to do? wad to do??

k anw, most of the ppl in the class are getting along wit each other now. heh. so nice. ^-^. bud i still miss fiza! hehee. and Oh! nxt wed is my BTT! im so nervous siaaaaa! i will alwaes be thinking that i am gonne fail. damn! kk positive positive positive! haha

just try laa kk.. heh. now, i think i'll be puase-ing on fri. heh. it'll be no use if i'll be fasting on sat. since im gonna be having lunch wit someone kn? aper daaa haha..

what we could have been, 7:59 AM.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS IN SEMESTER ONE!
WITH FIZA AND HIDAYAH! I MISS IT SOO MUCH!!

i wanna cry now can?

what we could have been, 2:50 AM.

Monday, January 14, 2008

hahaha. todaes the dae u guysssssss! my class? ooooooohhhhhhhh. unexpectedly, we can click well enuf. haha. only 3 guys. the others are all gerls. haha. unfortunately laa kn. heh. fyi, faj's not in my class. instead, gayle and liyana are in my class. the others..those i remember are JUN, PAVITHERA, ESTHER, VIVIAN, KATIJAH, USHA, and the rest...hahaha. tak tau ar. ah bdw, first dae, VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY THE TIRING LAA SEYYYYYYYYYYYYY......
kiwak! mcm nk pengsan! da laa balek tyme, mrt pack! kena diri all the way! now my shoulders ache! dammit. k anw, i learn one thing, I REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCK AT DRAWING! since its an all fine arts students, its a challenge for me. they all so damn gd laa seyy! just now oso during class, we go museum, theres lyk, this secondary skwel students drawing too, they are lyk so damn gd laa kn. sedih seyy tgk. some more got this one guy for 6 hours sitting at one statue and another, drawing. he is so gd at drawing! he's even using a pen! no erasers, no liquid ppr, no nothing! OMG!! if u guys see, oso lyk cannot believe ur eyes lyk dat lorrrrr. its so detailed done to the features, the folds of the clothing, everything! so jealous siaaaaaaaa!! hishhh! hahaa. must practice practice practice!!! heh.^-^

k anw, todae i did ink painting!!! wanna see??? very the cacat ar actualli. haha....

im mixing! im mixing it!

THE MASTER PIECE! lyk shit. haha

what we could have been, 5:07 AM.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

tomorrow skwel laa seyy !!! hahaha.hahaha.haha. tetapi timetable mcm sial laa kn. heh.waddddd the hellllllllll !!! heh. k anw, bsok eyy? bsok eyy? kena smpai kol 9 pagi ar. shit. so meaning ako kena kluar umar by 8. den bgn ard 7 ar? bgn suboh kol 6.30, smbhyg, den teros mandik? so kirekn takley tdo balek ar nik? huhuhuuuuuu! sedih siak. kena tdo siang ar. heh. confirm takley tdo siang. haha. da biase tdo lmbt maaaaa. heh. kore so, i force myself to sleep by 12. how bout that? haha.

yup yup. by 12...................................................
NAHHHHHHHH! hahahahaaa.. limit2 kol 1.30 gitu kot...? aww damn! heh.

-___-"

what we could have been, 3:18 AM.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are conservative, old fashioned, and a little stubborn. You are resistant to change.

You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

what we could have been, 9:36 AM.

hey hey! listen up. 12.01.2008 SATURDAY 1.14 AM, the time timetables are finally out! DFA1C. hmmmm.. the last class! no freakin way! last class eyy! monday,9 - 6pm! tuesday, 12 - 6pm! wednesday, 9 - 3pm! thursday, 9 - 3pm! and friday, 9 - 3pm! AHAH!wad the hell? 9 am all the daes xcept tuedays???? WTF!!! alaaaaarrrrrrr bangon pagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. i don wan.i don wan.i don wan. i don wan.i don wanttttttttttt!!!!!!!. KNNCCB! shit ar. pantat! haisssssssssssssssssssssssss.....
so very the unlucky laa seyyyy! haha. ouh welll! look at the positive side sharifah! at least by waking up early, can help myself practice to wake up early, no? heheheeee. so fake sia. shiro! baka!
ok chill. mcm skolar sec dulu maaaa.. aper susahhhh. haha.
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! FIGHTING!^-^

THEEND.

what we could have been, 9:05 AM.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

i tried my best. but i think im just a mere lemah girl..a girl that will always be kind and and always care about the other person no matter how mad we are at them. why are we like this? i didnt ask for it. i dont. i wish i could remain as vicious as i felt. but im just a girl after all. i couldnt stay mad at the other person for long. i dont know about the other girls but to me, thats how i am. i am too lenient. haha. it makes me laugh sometimes ynoe.. heh. trying to figure out why i am like this. heh. it happens. more than once. heh. when i thought about talking to you. when i want to noe if u're alright or if if if to noe that my heart is trying to tell me that what im doing is wrong. i fidget. i worry. i do things that i could do to make me forget thinking about u. haha. its always the same way. lyk a cycle. heh.
it worries me...

AHAH! im going to skwel dis coming monday! im so excited and and anxious at the same tyme. hehe. new classmates. haha. salah gaul jek da susahh.. hais..
hahahaa

what we could have been, 7:50 AM.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

when u lied to me, it pisses me off. but when u go out with her, it doesn't. when you lied, what actually goes through your mind? what makes you think that,what u're gonna say would actualli make me feel angry? you're delusional at times ynoe.. i think you get the wrong idea on as to why i'm mad at u. i guess so huh.. the 'before-you' person had never lied to me. during the 7 or 8 months, he never lied to me. that's one of the things on why i cherish my relationship with him..^-^. heh. guess i just have issues with ppl lying to me.. but i was darn stupid or shall i say, confused, at that time when i say those words. i regretted it a little.............. hais.. anyhow, i want someone whom i can count on. not someone who makes me his little puppet! i don feel the same way about you anymore. when someone misuses my trust, it will take me a long, loooooong tyme to renew it. u had your chance, and you blew it. but so u noe, i will never hate u. i can never hate someone who hurts my heart..
*flowerhorn is an xception.*
i just don lyk...it.

a sat. and and another sat, too. getting sick of myself. taking advantage of the 'title' huh? seems lyk im gonna get a really big karma in dis lifetyme.

what we could have been, 7:29 AM.

Monday, January 07, 2008

the way you say to me.the way you try to tell me wad is not and wad is IS, it doesn't make sense.why do you make it complicated? you said bullshits that you didn't mean. why are you doing this to me? its not like i care or anything. just, don't say it when you don't mean it ayte! i hate it.
n i don't like you. do not keep in touch with me. do not talk to me. stay the hell away from me! i don't need someone who is not true to themselves more less true to me. getting close to someone whom i don't really go out with is really the best thing when its not with you, no?
yah, i think so!

what we could have been, 8:31 AM.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

i've shown quite a little bit of interest in learning to play the guitar.. well its a good thing, si sawiyah loves guitars and and is taking up music lessons. supporting her is wad i am capable to do now,no? hehee..k anw, she teaches me some stuff. i mean, chords?? k anw, i want my own guitar laa deii! haha. bud most of all, i want a drum set! soOOOOOO damnnnnn cool sia klao dpt belik drum set tarOk pat bilek akO! FUHHHH~! confirm memekaknyer bilek ako! haha. brangan jaoh siOt! haha. k ani hooooww....... alot of things had happened for me these few daes.. my parents, ouh xpecially my mom.! where do i even start! urghh.. she annoys me the most now. i DONT hate her. i hate her MOUTH! that stinkin mouth of hers! realli make my blood go upstairs sia! haha. wadever laa. i hav my own means and waes.. many means and waes... heheheee.

so anw, my other life, meaning, MY life. haha. u noe laa eyy.. uhuh! not going to be so good! in fact, its not! haha. im kinda missing faw_az.. hmmm... hahaha. bdw, to dae, ader madrasah kn? tau braper ramai register? gonna laugh man! 6! Only 6! WAD THE HELL! 3 girls, 3 guys! muahahaha. kekek ar. heh. si hanan tu lagik kekek. aper kejadah nta de.. hais.. hope for the best for u k hanan..! ^-^.

THEEND.

what we could have been, 11:58 PM.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HELLO KAWAN- KAWAN.. APER KHABAR? HARI INI, SAYA, PAAN, MASTURAH DAN AZHFAR PERGI KELUAR. TEMPAT BIASA SAHAJA. KITA PERGI KE ESPLANADE.^-^ KITA PERGI DI TEPI LAUT SANA TAo! haha. DI TEPI LAUT SANA, ADA SEORG NYONYA YANG SYIOK SENDIRI JOGET DI TENGAH-TENGAH JALAN! haha. KELAKAR TAo! heh. SELEPAS ITU, KITA PERGI KE SATU TEMPAT SAYA TERLUPA NAMANYA. hahahXD. OKAY. KITA MAKAN KFC.. SELEPAS ITU, KITA BALEK.. SEKEJAP SAHAJA.. TIDAK LAMA.. TETAPI, IA ADALAH HARI YANG BAGUS UNTUK BERKOMUNIKASI YA KAWAN-KAWAN.. AH LAGI SATU! AZHFAR ADA TELIFON BIMBIT YANG BAHARU. WARNA MERAH CAMPUR HITAM. DIA eksyen YE KAWAN-KAWAN.. wakakakaka! XP.. OKEY ITU SAHAJA BUAT HARI INI, SEBELUM ITU, ADA BEBERAPA GAMBAR YANG SAYA INGIN KONGSI.. HARAP TERHIBUR LAA EYY... =)

mas sOod!

nampak reflection kter??

aper da....heh

tunggu makanan lambat sgt da...

MAAF GAMBAR AZHFAR NNGAK ADA DI SINI.. KITA TIDAK AMBIL GAMBARNYA...
HARAP DIFAHAMI.. XD

theend.

what we could have been, 8:52 AM.