Saturday, May 31, 2008
once in a lyf tyme
means theres no second chance.
everyday gives some hope
to make it all the better
to noe dat someone accepts for me as me by me
where shuld i take it and spin it around?
to change wads ryt and wads wrong
to make me seem oblivious to u
everytyme.
in those lost hope,
someone make me feel better
to noe dat dat person shares wad i feel.
how i yearn to noe wads is wad
to noe why is it so
to noe where it came from
to noe how to perish it.
but soon i realise dat it was all an unpredictable dream
a showcase just for display
means theres no second chance.
everyday gives some hope
to make it all the better
to noe dat someone accepts for me as me by me
where shuld i take it and spin it around?
to change wads ryt and wads wrong
to make me seem oblivious to u
everytyme.
in those lost hope,
someone make me feel better
to noe dat dat person shares wad i feel.
how i yearn to noe wads is wad
to noe why is it so
to noe where it came from
to noe how to perish it.
but soon i realise dat it was all an unpredictable dream
a showcase just for display
what we could have been, 2:43 AM.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
feeling a little downnn lately..
wonder why..
alwaes down inside.
haha.
its okie laa.
i can endure it alone, ne. >.<
to make sure i wont feel down,
*which i cant guarantee i can*
shuld make me me me veri veri bz. every bloody single dae.
haiyooo....haisss..
wad to do. wad to do???
the ppl im associating myself with are mostly plus one.
HA-HA!
orty denn!
i don wanna talk about it.
guess i cant forget it.
so i just fight it!
haha. dats the best i can do..
yeah me.=DD
wonder why..
alwaes down inside.
haha.
its okie laa.
i can endure it alone, ne. >.<
to make sure i wont feel down,
*which i cant guarantee i can*
shuld make me me me veri veri bz. every bloody single dae.
haiyooo....haisss..
wad to do. wad to do???
the ppl im associating myself with are mostly plus one.
HA-HA!
orty denn!
i don wanna talk about it.
guess i cant forget it.
so i just fight it!
haha. dats the best i can do..
yeah me.=DD
what we could have been, 10:27 AM.
Monday, May 26, 2008
mouth-watering,no?hey heyy!
wanna see wanna see?
haha.
pics from my religious class.
haha!
just got them.
lyk todae.
so i editted it and upload it for u guys to see!
just a few cuz theres loads of em.
haha.
oryty den! =DD
-two classes combined, ne>.< 
- and believe it or not, my class only consists of 7 members. haha! =DD
- the guysss..+ with uztazahs..XP
-and then there's the ladieessss...=DD
-and not to forget the two main charactors! my two teachers! =DD
(and also bdae girlsss)
heheee.
HUWAH CANDIDDD!! HA-HA!
to noe that these kind of stuffs can happen,wears a smyle to everyone's face..
what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
i think if i keep this up,
my life will be mucccchh easier.
im beginning to feeel happy about it now.
hehee.
trying to live the life i hav before him
haha!
cant wait for it!
hehee.
if i don think, see him..
the moral of the story is to keep myself bz.
alwaes.
the last thing i need is someone coming up to me
saeing and kept on pestering me about it him!
thnks. i don need that.
just lyk a few minutes ago, my youngest bro ask me bout him.
wad the HECK!
wad does he noe?
bloody hell.
he is scary sometymes ynoe.
not that im not too but he's young!
goodness!
haha.
oh well.
bottom line is, i got over it almost oready!
haha.
yeah me!
my life will be mucccchh easier.
im beginning to feeel happy about it now.
hehee.
trying to live the life i hav before him
haha!
cant wait for it!
hehee.
if i don think, see him..
the moral of the story is to keep myself bz.
alwaes.
the last thing i need is someone coming up to me
saeing and kept on pestering me about it him!
thnks. i don need that.
just lyk a few minutes ago, my youngest bro ask me bout him.
wad the HECK!
wad does he noe?
bloody hell.
he is scary sometymes ynoe.
not that im not too but he's young!
goodness!
haha.
oh well.
bottom line is, i got over it almost oready!
haha.
yeah me!
what we could have been, 4:55 AM.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
he viewed my profile.
HA-HA!
wad the heck?
this is so(!) unbelievable.
i mean, don u?
lyk, i mean, i donnoe about u guys.
but since the person, rarely did he sae anythg,
etc or other bullshyt.
dats(!) the HA-HA im talking about.
for all we noe, he acCidentally pressed the damn button to mine.
am i ryt?
bloody hell.
huwah seyy!
mama didnt raise no fool.
im really am pissed off.
havent told anyone yet about anythg
but i tink its better to keep it to myself.
i mean,afterall, im the one dats over.
he cared as a fren.
he has a person.
crying to me wen its over doesnt count!
or does it?
wad about the future?
i crave for somthing so long dat i loose track of it.
make me lyk a total idiot.
waiting is disturbing.
and for me to keep waiting is realli stupid.
veri dumb(!), i myt sae.
swyh saed that its good?
good????!!!
oh puhless! do u noe how i really want to puke wenever u saed dat?
its better den not having any!
wads more, im abnormal!
bloody hell!
its the worst!
damn bad!
plus watching mom's wedding dae makes it even worse!
don laugh laa can?
and and don smyle at me lyk dat.
i noe wad u're tinking!
chicken backside!
i have damn lots and bloody million loads of flaws can?
is there a problem?
so u noe, it ME!
not U!
so mind ur bloody business and make my way to
a pool full of dead fishes!
oh heck laa!
HA-HA!
wad the heck?
this is so(!) unbelievable.
i mean, don u?
lyk, i mean, i donnoe about u guys.
but since the person, rarely did he sae anythg,
etc or other bullshyt.
dats(!) the HA-HA im talking about.
for all we noe, he acCidentally pressed the damn button to mine.
am i ryt?
bloody hell.
huwah seyy!
mama didnt raise no fool.
im really am pissed off.
havent told anyone yet about anythg
but i tink its better to keep it to myself.
i mean,afterall, im the one dats over.
he cared as a fren.
he has a person.
crying to me wen its over doesnt count!
or does it?
wad about the future?
i crave for somthing so long dat i loose track of it.
make me lyk a total idiot.
waiting is disturbing.
and for me to keep waiting is realli stupid.
veri dumb(!), i myt sae.
swyh saed that its good?
good????!!!
oh puhless! do u noe how i really want to puke wenever u saed dat?
its better den not having any!
wads more, im abnormal!
bloody hell!
its the worst!
damn bad!
plus watching mom's wedding dae makes it even worse!
don laugh laa can?
and and don smyle at me lyk dat.
i noe wad u're tinking!
chicken backside!
i have damn lots and bloody million loads of flaws can?
is there a problem?
so u noe, it ME!
not U!
so mind ur bloody business and make my way to
a pool full of dead fishes!
oh heck laa!
what we could have been, 10:11 AM.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
HEY HEYYYYYY~
its the 2nd dae of the sculpture carnival and i overslept.
i mean, i thought i overslept.
means i veri lazy to wake up laa.
one wae to put it.
haha. XD
aniwaesss..
i still went to the carnival lyk, ard 1245pm or so.??
den, i make lots of wire thingys.
plus! i get to eat for free and and drink lots of milos!
haha.
if i culd, i wuld lyk to bring home the milo pls??? >.<
haha! its so yummmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... =DD
wadever it is.. faj soon joined us lyk ard 3 plus??
den we straight away went to BUGIS STREET!
haha. went to look for sunglasses. for this ah zhu. haiyyooo..
pirate queen! AHA! queen of pirates! *rolling on the floor laughing*
=.=
anihowww... in the end, bought the glasses at OG. haha.
first tyme i went in there. hmm...
i dun even noe it exists! till yesterdae laa.
haha
den, bugis junctionnnn... hmm..
i bought new book! RACHEL GIBSON again! haha
after dat, we 3 thought of going raffles place to eat donut factory, budden,
we saw J.CO. laa seyyy.
a new branch at bugis j!
tak ke terkejot ktorg! sooo... we ater there! no need to walk so far. haha! XD
in the end, i still lyk donut factory better den j.co!
wonder why quite a lot of ppl saed dey lyk j.co better...
hmmm... more choices maybe?
but not enuf taste ar for the donut at j.co.
donut factory better.
huwah seyy!
im lyk, glued with donuts laa can?
i noe i crave for donutd but this is too much oreadyy.>.<
HA-HA!
den for todae, during work, i saw the "police-and-thief' actor.
one of the "super cop"'son! haha.
at least he's friendly. haha.
well. maybe. *evil grin*
mmmmm... oishii desu ne? / sedap kn kn kn? / mashketta!! /- haha =.="
what we could have been, 4:26 AM.
Friday, May 23, 2008
i had load trucks of thinking..
mayb its just me.
mayb.
wen i think and and rethink,
i am happy for u.
damn lots of millions happy for u.
budden, wen i thought about it,
i thought of how my life wuld be lyke.
its really complicated.
for me. all regarding myself.
me
i noe for sure i wont be getting someone hu will take me as me.
its veri sad ynoe.
really veri sad.
even ur own family members, ALL
disturb u in a mean wae about urself..
try being me.
n u'll noe wad i meant.
not mentally wise.
physically disturbing.
god made me this wae.
and and wad can i do?
be reasonable can?
maybe im seasoned by the critics.
bud im really not seasoned by the living happily ever after
with someone dats abnormal.
more or less with or without a special fren.
in ur case, i knew it.
it IS better to just let u go.
haha.
been really reasonable about it all.
im veri forgiving.
bud people are just not as forgiving as i am to them.
wonder wen will i get that much of a respect.
thru the daes and weeks dat passed by,
i really can-not seem to be NOT having to see ur face everywhere i go.
why ar?
its really starting to piss me off.
really!
it makes me think the past and the future instead of the present.
now dats ironic!
even just now! my fren's brother have the same features as u.
and den wad?
i accidentally looked at him wen he looks just lyk u!
bloody hell!
wad is happening wit my eyes??
can i go for a trip to a foreign country dat doesnt include guys??
oh maaaaaaannnn..
alwaes ynoe!
this had got to stop!
and i really mean it.
i want to move on.
with my studies and even my career.
i don want to be stuck with him nor his memories pls.
i am so definitely certain dat a guy will alwaes be a guy.
no matter wad.
all.
all the same.
sae me biased bud with experienced in my case,
i think im ryte.
just. just to myself about my physical self.
not to other girls.
dat,don wanna noe.
cuz i have wad they don have.
and wad i have is not a good thing
bud i just laugh it off and try to be as positive as ever.
pls don make me cry often.
i don wanna be xhausted after dat.
thnks.
mayb its just me.
mayb.
wen i think and and rethink,
i am happy for u.
damn lots of millions happy for u.
budden, wen i thought about it,
i thought of how my life wuld be lyke.
its really complicated.
for me. all regarding myself.
me
i noe for sure i wont be getting someone hu will take me as me.
its veri sad ynoe.
really veri sad.
even ur own family members, ALL
disturb u in a mean wae about urself..
try being me.
n u'll noe wad i meant.
not mentally wise.
physically disturbing.
god made me this wae.
and and wad can i do?
be reasonable can?
maybe im seasoned by the critics.
bud im really not seasoned by the living happily ever after
with someone dats abnormal.
more or less with or without a special fren.
in ur case, i knew it.
it IS better to just let u go.
haha.
been really reasonable about it all.
im veri forgiving.
bud people are just not as forgiving as i am to them.
wonder wen will i get that much of a respect.
thru the daes and weeks dat passed by,
i really can-not seem to be NOT having to see ur face everywhere i go.
why ar?
its really starting to piss me off.
really!
it makes me think the past and the future instead of the present.
now dats ironic!
even just now! my fren's brother have the same features as u.
and den wad?
i accidentally looked at him wen he looks just lyk u!
bloody hell!
wad is happening wit my eyes??
can i go for a trip to a foreign country dat doesnt include guys??
oh maaaaaaannnn..
alwaes ynoe!
this had got to stop!
and i really mean it.
i want to move on.
with my studies and even my career.
i don want to be stuck with him nor his memories pls.
i am so definitely certain dat a guy will alwaes be a guy.
no matter wad.
all.
all the same.
sae me biased bud with experienced in my case,
i think im ryte.
just. just to myself about my physical self.
not to other girls.
dat,don wanna noe.
cuz i have wad they don have.
and wad i have is not a good thing
bud i just laugh it off and try to be as positive as ever.
pls don make me cry often.
i don wanna be xhausted after dat.
thnks.
what we could have been, 8:13 AM.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
heyyaaa!! =)))
its my first dae of the sculpture carnival!
abit damn nervous i myt sae.
the kids didnt respond at first.
but i get the hang of it. haha
the kids were damn cute.
they were lyk, " teacher teacher. can u do for me this?"
and lyk, " che che, i want eyes for my puppett..."
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
damn cute.
bfore my break. there's this 2 boys so engrossed to play wit michael.
i cant help but talk their photos.
so kawaiiii!
heheeee.. see the pics and u noe wad i mean.. haha XD
then, there's the usual goofy-nothing-better-to-do US! haha XDXD
its almost dark. adn we are dead tired.
dats wad NAFArians do. haha XDXD
its my first dae of the sculpture carnival!
abit damn nervous i myt sae.
the kids didnt respond at first.
but i get the hang of it. haha
the kids were damn cute.
they were lyk, " teacher teacher. can u do for me this?"
and lyk, " che che, i want eyes for my puppett..."
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
damn cute.
bfore my break. there's this 2 boys so engrossed to play wit michael.
i cant help but talk their photos.
so kawaiiii!
heheeee.. see the pics and u noe wad i mean.. haha XD
then, there's the usual goofy-nothing-better-to-do US! haha XDXD
its almost dark. adn we are dead tired.
dats wad NAFArians do. haha XDXD
what we could have been, 8:48 AM.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
HEY YA'LL!
=DD
i had a huuuuuuuuuge wonderful incredible tyme todaeeee~
>.<
lots of food. lots of drinks. lots of shouting, definitely.
haha. with only 5 ppl, we make it seemed lyk there are more den 10 ppl ard.
HA-HA!!!
aniwaeesss.. i made egg and tuna sandwiches lyk, quite alot and it can be finished!
yeah me! heh.
maner taknyer! we sat there lyk from approximately 2 to 7pm.
hmmph! 5 hrs.. not badddd... haha.
the weather there was sooooooooo syiok i tell u!
damn windy and so coooooolinggggggg...
soooooo wanna go there again laa can? heheee
hmmm... tmr im going back to skweeeeellll!!
jyeaaaaahhh.
kill tyme for the hols.
haha. its sculpture carnival tymee.
hehee. shuld be alot of kids there ar. haha.
cool cool. =DD
well den! just njoy my pics ayte.. =))
** there's more pics actualli.
its in another 3 more cameras.. haha!
=.="
=DD
i had a huuuuuuuuuge wonderful incredible tyme todaeeee~
>.<
lots of food. lots of drinks. lots of shouting, definitely.
haha. with only 5 ppl, we make it seemed lyk there are more den 10 ppl ard.
HA-HA!!!
aniwaeesss.. i made egg and tuna sandwiches lyk, quite alot and it can be finished!
yeah me! heh.
maner taknyer! we sat there lyk from approximately 2 to 7pm.
hmmph! 5 hrs.. not badddd... haha.
the weather there was sooooooooo syiok i tell u!
damn windy and so coooooolinggggggg...
soooooo wanna go there again laa can? heheee
hmmm... tmr im going back to skweeeeellll!!
jyeaaaaahhh.
kill tyme for the hols.
haha. its sculpture carnival tymee.
hehee. shuld be alot of kids there ar. haha.
cool cool. =DD
well den! just njoy my pics ayte.. =))
** there's more pics actualli.
its in another 3 more cameras.. haha!
=.="
what we could have been, 8:10 AM.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
aha!
wake up wake up!
so in my dreams ryt now.
or not.
he's everywhere!
bloody hell!
shyt siak!
ako da laa nk luperkn.
nik tak!
pantat de laa!
bodo btol.
*TSK!*
padahal. padahal!
iiiisssssssshhhhhhhhh!!
ako nk ketok kpale de bley tak?
tapi taknk jumpe de.
so i'll ask someone to do it for me. can?
haiyoo im so sick of him oreadyyyy
he bloody hell better get a new one. fast!
wake up wake up!
so in my dreams ryt now.
or not.
he's everywhere!
bloody hell!
shyt siak!
ako da laa nk luperkn.
nik tak!
pantat de laa!
bodo btol.
*TSK!*
padahal. padahal!
iiiisssssssshhhhhhhhh!!
ako nk ketok kpale de bley tak?
tapi taknk jumpe de.
so i'll ask someone to do it for me. can?
haiyoo im so sick of him oreadyyyy
he bloody hell better get a new one. fast!
what we could have been, 7:13 AM.
muahaha-hahaha!
went out again todaeee..
pegi JB.
=DD. nothing much ar actualli.
just dat for me, its a different place as the usual place i went.
kehkehkeh.
tmr shuld be fun fun fun!
pls make it happen!
the picnic! jyyeeaaaahhhh!!
ok be ready ppl!
haha. =DDDDDDDD
went out again todaeee..
pegi JB.
=DD. nothing much ar actualli.
just dat for me, its a different place as the usual place i went.
kehkehkeh.
tmr shuld be fun fun fun!
pls make it happen!
the picnic! jyyeeaaaahhhh!!
ok be ready ppl!
haha. =DDDDDDDD
what we could have been, 2:50 AM.
Monday, May 19, 2008
went to east coast again todaeee!
errr. NO! jusssssst kidding! haha XDXD
went out with my 2 cuzins to esplanade todae..
bought donuts first den went to esplanade.. haha
niceeeeee~ >.<
we sat there lyk, so longgg......... haha.
before eating long john at marina sq. and and
I SAW TAUFIK LAA SEYYYY!
TAUFIK TAUFIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE SMYLED AT ME!
BLOODY HENSEM!!!!!!!!
HE WITH HIS BIKE WITH HIS FRENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS SO COOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HENSEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S SO NEAR TO ME OSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahseyy! xcited giler siot me and my cuzin!
my guy cuzin was lyk, damn "eaarrggghhhh" kinda face.
haha! i don care! the most important thing is, I SAW TAUFIK!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha XDXDXDXD
keh keh keh. he seems to be having a lot of fun.
releasing stress i think?
good for him no?
heh.
aniwaessss... after dat, i met with mas.
she had some shooping spree to do!
just remembered!
i bought a slipper! ANIMAL brand ynoeeee... haha.
jyeeaaaaahhhhhh~ haha XDXD
my guy cuzin bought one too. heh.
bud his is brown. mine's green! =DD
oryty! dats all den..
njoy the pics.. byeee~ =)
errr. NO! jusssssst kidding! haha XDXD
went out with my 2 cuzins to esplanade todae..
bought donuts first den went to esplanade.. haha
niceeeeee~ >.<
we sat there lyk, so longgg......... haha.
before eating long john at marina sq. and and
I SAW TAUFIK LAA SEYYYY!
TAUFIK TAUFIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE SMYLED AT ME!
BLOODY HENSEM!!!!!!!!
HE WITH HIS BIKE WITH HIS FRENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE IS SO COOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO HENSEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S SO NEAR TO ME OSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahseyy! xcited giler siot me and my cuzin!
my guy cuzin was lyk, damn "eaarrggghhhh" kinda face.
haha! i don care! the most important thing is, I SAW TAUFIK!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha XDXDXDXD
keh keh keh. he seems to be having a lot of fun.
releasing stress i think?
good for him no?
heh.
aniwaessss... after dat, i met with mas.
she had some shooping spree to do!
just remembered!
i bought a slipper! ANIMAL brand ynoeeee... haha.
jyeeaaaaahhhhhh~ haha XDXD
my guy cuzin bought one too. heh.
bud his is brown. mine's green! =DD
oryty! dats all den..
njoy the pics.. byeee~ =)
what we could have been, 7:52 AM.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
wad the heck.
i just got back from east coast. AGAIN!
this tyme, we went there for a picnic!
the dae before is 2 cars. todae upgrade to 3 cars!
haha. fuyoooooo~ veri the many many people thereee~
haha. i roller bladed!
i xcercise ynoe! hahah. tiring sia. veri. heh.
bud for this picnic, there's haziq! the cute little stu bborn boyy! heheee
i have pitures of him!XDXD
he's so damn cute laa!
with his curly whirly hair!
HA-HA!
aniwaess... we stayed there for as long as our bodies can carry us.
haha
the wind is so nice!
dat is why i damn love the beach! hehe.
played captain balls.
eat KFC,Cornetto, etc.
pretty much the junks. haha.
den tmr, maybe possibility go out to my place haha bugis lerr. heh.
out shopping perhaps? haha. =D
gonna buy donuttssss dats for sure!!!!!!! jyeaaaaaahhh!!
hahaha.
so! njoy the rest of the pics!
i so damn love this pic! i just snap it. and its nice! cool! haha
lastly, our picnic site! haha
so small yet so biggg. haha
bdw, my uncle ask me to draw for him a picture!
ryyyyyyyyyyttt.
my dad's request to draw for him a picture of him AND his other 7 frens, i havent do.
haiyoo. at least my uncle ask me to draw one! haha
shuld be a breeze! haha
oryty den!
getting late and later by the minute!
byee! =D
i just got back from east coast. AGAIN!
this tyme, we went there for a picnic!
the dae before is 2 cars. todae upgrade to 3 cars!
haha. fuyoooooo~ veri the many many people thereee~
haha. i roller bladed!
i xcercise ynoe! hahah. tiring sia. veri. heh.
bud for this picnic, there's haziq! the cute little stu bborn boyy! heheee
i have pitures of him!XDXD
he's so damn cute laa!with his curly whirly hair!
HA-HA!
aniwaess... we stayed there for as long as our bodies can carry us.
haha
the wind is so nice!
dat is why i damn love the beach! hehe.
played captain balls.
eat KFC,Cornetto, etc.
pretty much the junks. haha.
den tmr, maybe possibility go out to my place haha bugis lerr. heh.
out shopping perhaps? haha. =D
gonna buy donuttssss dats for sure!!!!!!! jyeaaaaaahhh!!
hahaha.
so! njoy the rest of the pics!
i so damn love this pic! i just snap it. and its nice! cool! haha
lastly, our picnic site! hahaso small yet so biggg. haha
bdw, my uncle ask me to draw for him a picture!
ryyyyyyyyyyttt.
my dad's request to draw for him a picture of him AND his other 7 frens, i havent do.
haiyoo. at least my uncle ask me to draw one! haha
shuld be a breeze! haha
oryty den!
getting late and later by the minute!
byee! =D
what we could have been, 9:09 AM.
