Monday, February 16, 2009
panass jek sey.
dis is most probably the worst dae of my entirely damn life!
school, tion-ships and at home is giving me bloody hell of a sick joke!
kat rumah, sangat tk memahami ar.
mcm bengap gitu sey.
serious shyt.
binget siak.
telinge panasss jek sey.
dalam hati ako nik byk sey warna itam2.
till one point, i lost it, im dead.
im reali keen to know is this wad allah have given me?
cabaran? dugaan?
im trying and still is trying to keep it all in place.
i am. very much.
im scared i cant stand it anymore.
and now, more things are coming to my life.
it gets to me.
and it hurts.
alwaes like this.
alwaes dis wae.
alwaes.
it makes me sad.
i have to.
i have to go,
i want to hold all this in.
i wont let all this crap shyt get to me.
dis is most probably the worst dae of my entirely damn life!
school, tion-ships and at home is giving me bloody hell of a sick joke!
kat rumah, sangat tk memahami ar.
mcm bengap gitu sey.
serious shyt.
binget siak.
telinge panasss jek sey.
dalam hati ako nik byk sey warna itam2.
till one point, i lost it, im dead.
im reali keen to know is this wad allah have given me?
cabaran? dugaan?
im trying and still is trying to keep it all in place.
i am. very much.
im scared i cant stand it anymore.
and now, more things are coming to my life.
it gets to me.
and it hurts.
alwaes like this.
alwaes dis wae.
alwaes.
it makes me sad.
i have to.
i have to go,
i want to hold all this in.
i wont let all this crap shyt get to me.
what we could have been, 6:38 AM.
