Saturday, January 31, 2009
so all that talking is not for nothing ey?heh.my parents are now going to*i hope* be a wad i xpect to be parents.hmm..mayb i shuldnt speak too soon?ouh wells.i miss my ex f.i noe i noe. im not suppose to sae somethg like dat.but mayb i miss someone like him.the one that is "someone like him" is probebly only him!haiyoo.this thinking of him makes me woozey.recently, deres a f look a like in my skwel.WHOM im glad i didnt bump into alot.cuz he wuld give me thi stare dat my ex f wuld.haiss.den, just now at werk, deres dis guy siting in front of my stall eating wit his mom, i think,and his side view looked like f.wtf!even his clothes looked the same!haiyoo!anyone hu noes who im refering to, just keep it to urself.i hate myself.
what we could have been, 3:37 AM.
sometymes i wonder why my parents is not lyke urs.yes urs.well let me tell u smthg waht is and waht's not about MY parents.negatively,
as their children are getting older,they are not understanding.they treat us *mostly me* as little kids.they are not loving.they don praise me on waht i did ryt.but they are nags and shouted wen i did smthg wrong.*DAT IS SO TYPICAL MLY PPL!*they think they noe everythg in this new era wen they dont.they think their thinking is the same as ours.they think we are the bad ppl.they are alwaes demoralizing us *mostly me*.since they provide us with shelter and money, yada yada yada, so they would obviously say whatever they want.they think that confiscating our *mostly me* handphones and lappy,would make us listen to them more. *ON THE CONTRARY ACTUALLY!*they seriously that locking ME from the house would make me change my mind about them.*I HAVE MY AMATI!*they set ME with a 9pm curfew! WTF!*DOES AN ALMOST FREAKING 20 YR OLD PERSON GET A 9PM SHITTY CURFEW?**they really nid a life.*on the bright side,positively, they raise me up,they provide me with food,they provide me with money,they provide me with shelter to live in till now,with tv, hp, lappy, clothes, shoes, they get me to skwel,religiously and academicly.they show me happiness untill a few yrs ago.well thats all about it."wow."do i need to mention the difference in numbers between the negatives and the positives?need i sae more?
i dont think so.
dont get me wrong.
i love them. but i dont like them to waht they become.
sometymes having no parents is better den having parents.
it makes ME feel a sense of resposibility and dicipline.
also makes me think harder and deeper than usual.
-ouh wells. it wont be a surprise if i die of depression-
what we could have been, 5:00 AM.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
the new ezlink is a rip off!pathetic shyt.seriously.it can onli holds more den $3 to access in mrt or bus thingy.bullshh kn?ergh!=.=im so! not gonna use it anymore.stupid idiot!aniwaesss... todae's my nanny's bdaee!HAPPY BDAE NYAYI!!! i love u lots lots lots! XDXDgonna hav acelebratn at Sakura todae ard 6..heh.all the family members gonna be there.and i mean all.ALL.crowded.ouh wells.heh.ouh yah. pract 3 went well.20 mins late but it went well.=Di loike it!i drove smoothly and i only stall once!niceeee. heheim gonna go again this coming thurs. im aiming of not stalling!=DD
what we could have been, 8:00 PM.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
went home early todae..hehe. ard 8. hehand guess waht?i got a new watch todaeeee.from my daddyyyyyyy!!!!!best kn best kn kn knnn..its a SOLVIL.hehe. *never heard of the brand sia*otw home, i was thinking of watches. $10 watches.haha. budden, i got 10 tymes much more xpensive den the ones i intended to buy.haha! n its light blue! haha! =.=with hearts!heh. its niceee. hehe.at least its nice. heheee.den, i've new ezlink cards!the ones the gov came up with.but i got an orange one.i want purple. ouh wells!o_oheh.anddddd..its only the 2nd dae of skwel n guess wad?im stressed! by history and professional of yada yyada artist thingy.=.= theory theory theory.2 subjcts of theory in a dae?die.o_ou'll be seeing alot of me in the national library from now on. haha!nehmind that.tmr is my pract 3!meeting my dear. =Dden first dae of western painting.XDXDcant wait to plaint but can wait on the buying art stuffs. haha! =.=
so!
actualli.... we intended to go to settlers cafe todae at 8.30..
but in the end. its been canceled.
awww.. but nehmind..
we intending to go nxt mondae!
yeahhh!
XDXD
better make it happen naz.=.=
what we could have been, 6:18 AM.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
abdolute boredom.=.=im damn bored.im in luck!nxt wk is the start of my skwel!yr 2 sem 2.bestnyerr.at least i don hav to stay at home for a long period of tyme.*don ask*=.=aniwaesss..im beginning to hav my doubts on driving issues.heheemy heart goes dapdup dapdupp wen im driving.like, someone is hoping dat i'll mess up!somehow! heh.
haiyoyo.
yanadee.
haha! =.=
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
happy new year everyone!seen the fireworks?
haha.
i dont cuz im at downtown!
haha. with the guys. heh.
one hectic dae.
new year.
2009.
wow im old.
im gonna become 20 soon!
the big 2!
wow.
haha! XD
its lyk, " damn wad am i gonna do wit my life now?"
makes me think ynoe.
heh.
even so, hav a great yr everyone..
make full use of it.
i noe im gonna. haha.
hav got to ace my gpa to 3.
i am so gonna get a scholarship.
heh.
big dremas from little gerl.
haha. little old gerl.
hahahahah! =.=
anihoo..
thnks for the perfume dear.
thnks for the wishes too dearie.
hehe.
skwel is one week ahead. den the big game starts.
and yah. my pract this morning is fantastic.
i can drive!
dats wad he saed. he saed i do not nid to rush to study.
haha.
manual.
veri tiring. veri tough.
haha.
but not impossible to pass.
im gonna thrive. hehe.
well. i am 20. heheeeee.
=DD
what we could have been, 2:10 AM.