Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i dunnoe
its not like that.
im scared.
im scared that he will come back suddenly.
one dae.
and wen im getting close and start, begin to like u,
i will fall for him.
thats wad im scared of.
its not about him.
its about me.
i dispose him away.
bud im still waiting.
i still am.
no news. no phonecalls.
no smses. no frenster comments.
no msn. no nothing.
bud im still hoping, one dae.
just one dae he myt come back.
i noe its false hope cuz hu noes he found someone better
den me.
which im hoping for.
bud im still scared.
still scared to be closer to u.
don misunderstand me.
its so unlike me to reject face to face.
but i do with him.
it is to let go.
first love.
haha.
fine...
its not like that.
im scared.
im scared that he will come back suddenly.
one dae.
and wen im getting close and start, begin to like u,
i will fall for him.
thats wad im scared of.
its not about him.
its about me.
i dispose him away.
bud im still waiting.
i still am.
no news. no phonecalls.
no smses. no frenster comments.
no msn. no nothing.
bud im still hoping, one dae.
just one dae he myt come back.
i noe its false hope cuz hu noes he found someone better
den me.
which im hoping for.
bud im still scared.
still scared to be closer to u.
don misunderstand me.
its so unlike me to reject face to face.
but i do with him.
it is to let go.
first love.
haha.
fine...
what we could have been, 8:49 AM.
