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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

im at my limits sey with my parents.
especially my mom.
she's alwaes been on my case since lyk alwaes.
and i didnt mean it in a gd wae.
she's damn old fashion and she misunderstands stuffs.
and i didnt mean normal stuffs lyk household chores.
i meant as in about teenagers lyk me and my bro.
she handles well with my last two bros but not me.
nope!
she's darn hopeless at that kinda stuffs.
me and her, cannot have a serious conversation.
lyk the ones i have wit my skwelmates reently.
totally different.
she have issues man.
serious issues wit her sense of hearing and understanding.
seriously!

9 pm?
any tyme i went out and i had to be back by 9pm?
damn straight dats ridiculous!
dats child's play.
im 19 already for goodness sake!
i noe the typical "u're-still-under-my-parent's-care"
and the "im-still-using-their-money" kinda reason.
well heck yah i noe that.
what i wanna noe is why cant i take care of myself for a change?
its not lyk im doing anythg indecent??
i may look lyk one but im bloody hell not.
i noe myself and they donnoe dat.
which means, they don trust me!
as simple as that.
they don trust me!
and they call themselves my parents?
what a joke.
i doubt that.
tch.

be independent? be responsible?
and 9 pm??
wtf!
thats so unreasonable.
so selfish.
fyi, i got home late at nyt mostly everydae
but i didnt get myself pregnant or get caught for rioting
or for a simple thing lyk becoming a smoker!
did i? i don!
im 19! and in all my 19 yrs of living, my greatest sin is talking back at my parents!
wad the hell?
even my 17 yr old bro smoked! and he didnt go out much till late at nyt!
and they're saeing that im embarassing them?
dats pathetic man!

the bottom line is,
i noe thay don trust me.
why? bcos im a gerl?
damn straight i don care if im a gerl.
as long as im doing smthg dats not VERI wrong.
majorly wrong.
den im fine wit it.
i noe my limits.
they dont.
and im not surprised dat they dont.

what we could have been, 6:58 AM.

MISSPETTY

smyles wenever
sharifah najiah alaydaroos
ALMOST TWENT-0
13 oct 1989. LIBRA.
arab.javanese.chinese.
purple black are loved
class of 2010
NANYANG ACADEMY OF FINE ARTS.
Dipl.in FINE ARTS.PAINTING.



im emotional,gullible
im sarcastic
i can laugh easily
i eat a lot but cant get fat.

all i need is the air i breath
and a place to rest my head.



envy.me.rate.me.hate.me EITHER way you ain't me!

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