Sunday, December 02, 2007
im feeling down.
ders dis thg wit my fren.n den he told me bout smthg. n den im in no mood. bud i kept it in. trying to be hepie and and smiley. maybe leaving him is a bad idea. i hope im wrong. i hopee so. well, he didnt do anythg extreme or wadever..bud it keep getting to me dat someone close is doing somethg lyk dat. im not mad or upset or angry or anythg. just.. just concern.bud i tink i'll keep trying. i will. so i'll stay normal. normal as ever. as ever can be!
i cant stay normal. ok .bud i'll try! i just hope he doesnt change. rapidly. i hope he noes how to balance lyf n after lyf.
my everythg is under full of "i hope-s".
THEEND.
ders dis thg wit my fren.n den he told me bout smthg. n den im in no mood. bud i kept it in. trying to be hepie and and smiley. maybe leaving him is a bad idea. i hope im wrong. i hopee so. well, he didnt do anythg extreme or wadever..bud it keep getting to me dat someone close is doing somethg lyk dat. im not mad or upset or angry or anythg. just.. just concern.bud i tink i'll keep trying. i will. so i'll stay normal. normal as ever. as ever can be!
i cant stay normal. ok .bud i'll try! i just hope he doesnt change. rapidly. i hope he noes how to balance lyf n after lyf.
my everythg is under full of "i hope-s".
THEEND.
what we could have been, 7:06 AM.
