Friday, September 21, 2007
after i came to my senses yesterdae,
i throw a tantrum towards him.
i cant control myself.
maybe its for the better?
yeah. OF CORS IT IS!
i feel sick thinking of it.
waste my tears all these yrs.
todae at work, i felt lyk as if the world is going to fall.
my head kept spinning ard.
wen im walking, wen im standing, even wen im sitting!
i hate thinking about it.
feels lyk i want to go to the beach.
to shout loudly. throwing my frustrations along wit the shouts.
to relax my mind..
he's not replying. and i don intend to msg him either.
bud he did. suddenly.
he's so patient.
he's so pure dat i culd crush him to death!
it makes my heart hurts. i hate him!
and there was iskandar..
he came b4 him..
bud i cannot help myself bud to reject him.
bud den, nw, he misunderstand me n is taking himself somewhere else..
i WANT dat to happen bud.
bud i don wan to make use of others dats y its for the better.
its hard. veri hard.
try being someone lyk me. u cant cope.
being someone hu NOEs wads about to happen nxt and and
wad others are thinking!
i noe all dat too well!
i cant deny dat i hated it. bud sometymes it annoys me dat i cant read wad the other
is thinking. a person dat i want to noe wad they're thinking n yet i cant!
a piece of thrash. just take it away.
i throw a tantrum towards him.
i cant control myself.
maybe its for the better?
yeah. OF CORS IT IS!
i feel sick thinking of it.
waste my tears all these yrs.
todae at work, i felt lyk as if the world is going to fall.
my head kept spinning ard.
wen im walking, wen im standing, even wen im sitting!
i hate thinking about it.
feels lyk i want to go to the beach.
to shout loudly. throwing my frustrations along wit the shouts.
to relax my mind..
he's not replying. and i don intend to msg him either.
bud he did. suddenly.
he's so patient.
he's so pure dat i culd crush him to death!
it makes my heart hurts. i hate him!
and there was iskandar..
he came b4 him..
bud i cannot help myself bud to reject him.
bud den, nw, he misunderstand me n is taking himself somewhere else..
i WANT dat to happen bud.
bud i don wan to make use of others dats y its for the better.
its hard. veri hard.
try being someone lyk me. u cant cope.
being someone hu NOEs wads about to happen nxt and and
wad others are thinking!
i noe all dat too well!
i cant deny dat i hated it. bud sometymes it annoys me dat i cant read wad the other
is thinking. a person dat i want to noe wad they're thinking n yet i cant!
a piece of thrash. just take it away.
what we could have been, 8:41 AM.
