dont be there anymore.

hello people. haha!

2009-07-27T01:16:00.000-07:00

im backkk...

tenggelam timbol ako eyk. hahaha!

aniwaess...

3rd yr is hereeee. =))

and the stress in already on me!

pressure pressure!

12 daes to me and his 9 mthsary! =)

and less den 2 mths to his bdae!

help with the thgs..

hehe

positivity

2009-06-02T06:12:00.001-07:00

dear,me and liyana

sure enuf.
im trying to stay as positive as ever.
from wen. ihave absolutely no idea.
haha!
but!
i do noe dat im turning over to be one + + + person.
haha.
a PLUS person.
positivity.
=))

for me and him.
well.
dat doesnt mean im never gonna change wadsoever comes out.
like, if he did smthg wrong heyyy.
=.=
i am me inside tho. heh

aniwaess. been thinking dat dis hols, like veri the much thing to figure out.
not only wit FYP but pesonal life too.
haiya.
most of all, i have to keep saving for future needs hor.
haiya.
heh
dats gonna be bad.
=.=

find happiness

2009-05-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

going out, being with my friends is the wae out.
a way out to put my insecurities away.
about u.
i hope i wont be defiant towards u.
praying for dat.
bud i cant think of myself not, not be with u.

i donnoe y

sorrie. i dont.
bud how do i feel something.
my heart don want to feel.
its not that i don love u.
70%-80%.
sincerely i do.
i really do.

so its me?
why?
why am i sO stupid?

why?

mayb u're ryt.
i do think too much.
bud is it wrong?
is it wrong to think of the future?
is it?
im just saeing.
just to be prepared mentally and physically.
im so sorrie.
bud i realli like ur company.
im trying my very best to be the utmost personal to u.
and myself.

let me hold u for the last time..

one whole dae.

2009-05-23T06:42:00.000-07:00

"i love u too.."

bullshyt.
im feeling so damn awful.
i cant cry anymore.
i cant afford to.
i don want to.
it makes me weak.

one whole dae.

i have been doing nothing and had been stoning my wae todae.
being crampy, feeling lyk shyt and thinking.
because of u.

i dunnoe. mayb its me.
yah its me.
everythg is me.
BLOODY HELL ITS ME ORYT!

ergh!

all those

2009-05-22T08:29:00.000-07:00

im feeling like shyt now.
i had my cramps since this afternoon and he is not making my dae any better.
i am so upset.
disappointed.
very.
if u saed dat im worse, den u're no better.
and u didnt do anythg about it.
no point for me to just think about our damn thing wen i noe u don feel anythg.
dammit.
i hate this point of feeling.
wen things are going great about me, wen i am making my wae to good, u.
its u!
u make it all go away.
shyt man.

why?

why are u doing this to me?
and and don act like nothing happened okie.
i hate it wen u did dat.
alwaes been.

fine.

u dunnoe wad i am capable of.
don make me do it.
ouh. too late.

shyt!

back on track

2009-05-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last updated.
how long has it been?
a yr? okie not that long ar i think.
maybe? dunnoe. haiyaa nevermind laa. heh.
=))
aniwaesss...
my assessments are overrr! o.v.e.r. cool shyt i tell u! haha.
XDXD

hols! till july 20. gerek kepeR!
heh.
can go vacation with my peeps, and bf. =))
go JB hor u guys u guys. heh.

k mayb will be updating once in a while laa hor. hehee. =))

TP!

2009-03-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

my TP is just around the corner.
and i kept on missing my practs to people dat have their TPs on the dae i have my practs.
wad the hell?
todae is the 2nd tyme i missed it.
and my TP is in less den 2 wks!
shyt.
lyk im not nervous already.
o_O

oh man ohman ohman.
im so dead.
i can't afford to fail.
seriously.
realli realli.
=.=

oh yahh. my trip to kukup was damn amazing!
it was a blast!
i reali miss dat place now.
=D
it was marvelous.
only the food there giving me 2nd thots.
=.=
damn.
other den dat, the bed, the room, was fantastic.
realli realli.
=D
i love it there.
im heppie i came to the trip.

just me and you

2009-02-26T07:50:00.001-08:00

i had a wonderful time todae.
thnk u so much for everythg.

i like this.
just once in lifetyme we had somehtg like this.
i checked and u had put me into a higher new level.
im so touched.
in fact, i doubted u but u didnt.
everyone else kept saeing dat we'll split or so the negative.
only one saed to stay.
i don wan to listen to others.
i have to noe u.
and listen to me.

im trying.
realli realli i am.
im much older, much wiser now.
altho of the age difference, i'll try my best to miss-see it
and noe u inside.

thnks for everythg.
i had a great tyme todae.
=)

DISASTER.

2009-02-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

panass jek sey.
dis is most probably the worst dae of my entirely damn life!
school, tion-ships and at home is giving me bloody hell of a sick joke!

kat rumah, sangat tk memahami ar.
mcm bengap gitu sey.
serious shyt.
binget siak.
telinge panasss jek sey.
dalam hati ako nik byk sey warna itam2.
till one point, i lost it, im dead.
im reali keen to know is this wad allah have given me?
cabaran? dugaan?
im trying and still is trying to keep it all in place.
i am. very much.
im scared i cant stand it anymore.

and now, more things are coming to my life.
it gets to me.
and it hurts.
alwaes like this.
alwaes dis wae.
alwaes.
it makes me sad.

i have to.
i have to go,
i want to hold all this in.
i wont let all this crap shyt get to me.

stupidity!

2009-02-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

i felt so stupid!
right now.
now.
i shuldnt have saed dat.
this.
he may never find me.
heck, he will never remember me.
so why shuld i?
im so sorry.
really.
it makes me feel im a real faker.
fake.r

this have been one heck of a lifetyme for me.
i will understand if u don want me anymore.
heh.
i do. understand.

it pays off

2009-01-31T03:37:00.000-08:00

so all that talking is not for nothing ey?
heh.
my parents are now going to*i hope* be a wad i xpect to be parents.
hmm..
mayb i shuldnt speak too soon?
ouh wells.
i miss my ex f.
i noe i noe. im not suppose to sae somethg like dat.
but mayb i miss someone like him.
the one that is "someone like him" is probebly only him!
haiyoo.
this thinking of him makes me woozey.

recently, deres a f look a like in my skwel.
WHOM im glad i didnt bump into alot.
cuz he wuld give me thi stare dat my ex f wuld.
haiss.
den, just now at werk, deres dis guy siting in front of my stall eating wit his mom,
i think,
and his side view looked like f.
wtf!
even his clothes looked the same!
haiyoo!

anyone hu noes who im refering to,
just keep it to urself.

i hate myself.

sick parents.

2009-01-25T05:00:00.001-08:00

sometymes i wonder why my parents is not lyke urs.
yes urs.
well let me tell u smthg waht is and waht's not about MY parents.

negatively,
as their children are getting older,
they are not understanding.
they treat us *mostly me* as little kids.
they are not loving.
they don praise me on waht i did ryt.
but they are nags and shouted wen i did smthg wrong.
*DAT IS SO TYPICAL MLY PPL!*
they think they noe everythg in this new era wen they dont.
they think their thinking is the same as ours.
they think we are the bad ppl.
they are alwaes demoralizing us *mostly me*.
since they provide us with shelter and money, yada yada yada,
so they would obviously say whatever they want.
they think that confiscating our *mostly me* handphones and lappy,
would make us listen to them more.
*ON THE CONTRARY ACTUALLY!*
they seriously that locking ME from the house would make me change my mind about them.
*I HAVE MY AMATI!*
they set ME with a 9pm curfew! WTF!
*DOES AN ALMOST FREAKING 20 YR OLD PERSON GET A 9PM SHITTY CURFEW?*
*they really nid a life.*

on the bright side,
positively,
they raise me up,
they provide me with food,
they provide me with money,
they provide me with shelter to live in till now,with tv, hp, lappy, clothes, shoes,
they get me to skwel,religiously and academicly.
they show me happiness untill a few yrs ago.

well thats all about it.
"wow."
do i need to mention the difference in numbers between the negatives and the positives?
need i sae more?
i dont think so.
dont get me wrong.
i love them. but i dont like them to waht they become.

sometymes having no parents is better den having parents.
it makes ME feel a sense of resposibility and dicipline.
also makes me think harder and deeper than usual.

-ouh wells. it wont be a surprise if i die of depression-

stupid card!

2009-01-17T20:00:00.000-08:00

the new ezlink is a rip off!
pathetic shyt.
seriously.
it can onli holds more den $3 to access in mrt or bus thingy.
bullshh kn?
ergh!
=.=
im so! not gonna use it anymore.
stupid idiot!

aniwaesss... todae's my nanny's bdaee!
HAPPY BDAE NYAYI!!!
i love u lots lots lots!
XDXD
gonna hav acelebratn at Sakura todae ard 6..
heh.
all the family members gonna be there.
and i mean all.
ALL.
crowded.
ouh wells.
heh.

ouh yah. pract 3 went well.
20 mins late but it went well.
=D
i loike it!
i drove smoothly and i only stall once!
niceeee. hehe
im gonna go again this coming thurs.
im aiming of not stalling!
=DD

hippiee!

2009-01-13T06:18:00.000-08:00

went home early todae..
hehe. ard 8. heh
and guess waht?
i got a new watch todaeeee.
from my daddyyyyyyy!!!!!
best kn best kn kn knnn..
its a SOLVIL.
hehe. *never heard of the brand sia*

otw home, i was thinking of watches. $10 watches.
haha. budden, i got 10 tymes much more xpensive den the ones i intended to buy.
haha! n its light blue! haha! =.=
with hearts!
heh. its niceee. hehe.

at least its nice. heheee.
den, i've new ezlink cards!
the ones the gov came up with.
but i got an orange one.
i want purple. ouh wells!
o_o
heh.

anddddd..
its only the 2nd dae of skwel n guess wad?
im stressed! by history and professional of yada yyada artist thingy.
=.=
theory
theory
theory.
2 subjcts of theory in a dae?
die.
o_o
u'll be seeing alot of me in the national library from now on. haha!

nehmind that.
tmr is my pract 3!
meeting my dear. =D
den first dae of western painting.
XDXD
cant wait to plaint but can wait on the buying art stuffs.
haha! =.=

so!
actualli.... we intended to go to settlers cafe todae at 8.30..
but in the end. its been canceled.
awww.. but nehmind..
we intending to go nxt mondae!
yeahhh!
XDXD

better make it happen naz.=.=

BOWLING!

2009-01-09T00:56:00.000-08:00

ouh ya i forgot!
yesterdae we all went BOWLINGGG!
haha.
FANTARSTICK!
hahahahahahahhahahaha.

aniwaesss..
we had lots of fun bowling.
hmm. 10 ppl playing, 2 lanes, 5 vs 5. haha!
1st game, naz's grp won.
2nd game, my grp won!
sorie ar. its a drawwww.
hahahahahaha! XDXD
den after dat, we went to the spore flyerrrr.
cool or waht.
nvr been there b4.
nice niceeee.
=DD
hehehee.
so sunyii.
no one dere.
niceee. haha. =D

just njoy the pics kay?
XD

boredom!

2009-01-08T23:10:00.000-08:00

abdolute boredom.
=.=
im damn bored.
im in luck!
nxt wk is the start of my skwel!
yr 2 sem 2.
bestnyerr.
at least i don hav to stay at home for a long period of tyme.
*don ask*
=.=

aniwaesss..
im beginning to hav my doubts on driving issues.
hehee
my heart goes dapdup dapdupp wen im driving.
like, someone is hoping dat i'll mess up!
somehow! heh.

haiyoyo.
yanadee.
haha! =.=

2009!

2009-01-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

happy new year everyone!

seen the fireworks?
haha.
i dont cuz im at downtown!
haha. with the guys. heh.
one hectic dae.
new year.
2009.
wow im old.
im gonna become 20 soon!
the big 2!
wow.
haha! XD
its lyk, " damn wad am i gonna do wit my life now?"
makes me think ynoe.
heh.

even so, hav a great yr everyone..
make full use of it.
i noe im gonna. haha.
hav got to ace my gpa to 3.
i am so gonna get a scholarship.
heh.
big dremas from little gerl.
haha. little old gerl.
hahahahah! =.=

anihoo..
thnks for the perfume dear.
thnks for the wishes too dearie.
hehe.
skwel is one week ahead. den the big game starts.
and yah. my pract this morning is fantastic.
i can drive!
dats wad he saed. he saed i do not nid to rush to study.
haha.
manual.
veri tiring. veri tough.
haha.
but not impossible to pass.
im gonna thrive. hehe.
well. i am 20. heheeeee.
=DD

a new year!

2008-12-31T01:16:00.000-08:00

its already 2009 by tmr.
haisss..
wad a waste of 2008.
heh.
trying to understand wad is going to happen to me when i graduate.
undergrounds.
heh.
lobangs.
a must have.
oh my. im missing skwel olready.
i miss painting, drawing, outside, sarah's place.
haha! 12. jan. first dae of skwel starts.
and 25 march. my TP! ouh damn.
im so scaredddddd. hui hui huiiiii. =.=

fireworks anyone?
or sitting by the beach. talking?
i prefer the beach thnks yeah. heh.

bud most of all, i miss my gerls.
and yes i miss u too naz. haha.
and of cors, a person dats long away from me.
in fact, never coming back to me.
haha! wad a fact.

so! njoy ur new yr's eve everyone!
be gd now. haha! XDXDDXD

picnic, bowling,pakao,and soccer.

2008-12-22T01:19:00.000-08:00

picnic, bowling,pakao,and soccer.
...
all in 2 daes! its lyk a non-stop activity for me and my families.
XDXDD haha!
its two daes of fun fun fun!
=))
picnic and games. prizes to be won too!
TEAM JAHAT! hahaha!
=))) ard 10, bowling! hanan joined too!
hehe. 6 lanes booked. challenge each team of four,
prizes and money to be won!
haha. its so cool! hehe.
=)))

nxt dae, woke up at 8,
well i slept at 4am,k woke up at 5am, slept at 6 again and woke up at 7.30!
slept at 4am to watch the uncles play pakao.*real money bdw,*=.=
den woke up again at 5am, still playing pakao! =.="
*for a few min into the game, my aunt saw smthg wen she was videoing us playing pakao.*
*u guys go guess* she freaked and threw the cam to the floor sia.*
5 am siaaa. wtfish. heh.
aniwaesss...
den we ate breakfast near my house.
heh eating, i planned to join the uncles go watch the soccer match at spore stadium.
but the others wanna follow too.
the aunties and the keciks.
=.= haha!
ouh wells.
after soccer, *which spore loses*, went for dinner! haha!
and ouh.
im working todae.=.=
gereat.
heh. njoy the pics jek k. =D

pasir ris park picniccc..

4am blow.

oho! spore die!

jyeah. we reached! XDXD

someone died in the stadium.=.=

edward!

2008-12-19T07:32:00.000-08:00

ouh watched twilight!
nice nice nice!
3. =.=
i mean, ouh edwarddddd.
he, edward, damn hot.
=D

veri protective.
of cors laa vampire mahhh.
myths.
haha!

shuld watch noe.
niceeeee. =DDDDD

sayonara.

2008-12-15T07:41:00.000-08:00

bye izhwannn.
and yes. bye nazzz!
=.=
kena goreng sia.
kentot btol.
and su! pi jakarta eyk! tk jumper joey eyk!
hisshh! =.="

haha.
but at last, all went well.
nice going.
and good luck.
be good there. come back soon so we culd go iceskating. haha!
watch movies.
mkn2. hehe =D
another chat tyme guys. =)))

marina barrage.

2008-12-13T06:41:00.001-08:00

i never knew the place exist.
marina barrage.
its a gd thg we followed the crowd.
haha.
the place was prettyyy.
windy and cloudy.
pretty.
>.<
and thnks for the surprise card.
i felt guilty not giving u anythg.
but i do.
hehe.

marina barrage.

2008-12-13T06:41:00.000-08:00

iceyyyy!

2008-12-12T08:59:00.003-08:00

heya! iceskating!
todae!
its was damn fun!
and my butt hurts from falling alot of tymes.
=.=
but it was fun
realli fun
fun fun fun! 3.
=.=
heh.
shuld go again somedae k izhwan!
=D

iceyyyy!

2008-12-12T08:59:00.001-08:00

he hu?

2008-12-10T21:29:00.000-08:00

have i told u guys that i enjoyed the place at kelong?
well, i realli do. hehe
XD

KM 31

2008-12-05T07:47:00.000-08:00

its been a long tyme since i uploaded some pics ryt?
haha!
dats cuz my lappy ader cket punyer rosak.
the damn thg cannot read.
even my thumby too!
o_O
wad happened?
looks like i have to wait for skwel's mac compt.
or i buy a new one, which is impossible!
wakaka.

so aniwaesss.
just got back from meeting my larling.
heh.
=D
both of my larlingsss.
=D
watched KM 31.
it is sO not recommended!
=.=
the movie was damn pathetic lorr
i think the video dat i made for my skwel project,"hollow"
is much better sia.
serious shyt!
do not watch, ppl.
u'll regret it.
i did!
hah! *grumpy sound*
but i did have a nice chat wit my larling.
=))
so yeahh. wit my other larling too.=))
and im so going ice skating.
i got to play twister already.
noe im waiting for the iceskating.
i don care. =.=
bought a top.
hmm.
purple! yeah me!
den now, working, saving for iceskating, and buying 2 bdae presents and
paying for the pit!
uhu!
=.=
hmm. lets see. $2.50+$16=$$$$18.50.
ryyyyyyyt.
at least 29 bucks. hmm not bad. haha
=D

and yeah, i knew it.
u already gotten one.
so lets move on ppl.
thnk s alot.

if i were a girl.

2008-12-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

when you loose the one you wanted
cuz she's taking you for granted
and everything that you have destroyed.

im trying to be faithful
im trying so this thing we had can make it to the top
but you're just not making all work out

if you would be him
i think i can stay a little longer then you thought
and being what i can be best

dope

2008-11-30T02:00:00.000-08:00

dopidopidopidoo.
haha.
everythg's fine.
okie chill.
XD
hav a gd tyme.
hols hols hols.
dadidaaa.u dopidoos.
;D

calmness

2008-11-26T10:18:00.001-08:00

okie calm down sharifahh.
u can make it through this.
onli for a while.
for a titsy while..
okie chill.

9pm pn 9 pm laa
but jgn harap eyk i'll be veri the sunshine at home.
*rolling eyes*
i didnt change myself.
u guys did.
so don blame me for everythg.

damn bastards.

2008-11-25T06:58:00.001-08:00

im at my limits sey with my parents.
especially my mom.
she's alwaes been on my case since lyk alwaes.
and i didnt mean it in a gd wae.
she's damn old fashion and she misunderstands stuffs.
and i didnt mean normal stuffs lyk household chores.
i meant as in about teenagers lyk me and my bro.
she handles well with my last two bros but not me.
nope!
she's darn hopeless at that kinda stuffs.
me and her, cannot have a serious conversation.
lyk the ones i have wit my skwelmates reently.
totally different.
she have issues man.
serious issues wit her sense of hearing and understanding.
seriously!

9 pm?
any tyme i went out and i had to be back by 9pm?
damn straight dats ridiculous!
dats child's play.
im 19 already for goodness sake!
i noe the typical "u're-still-under-my-parent's-care"
and the "im-still-using-their-money" kinda reason.
well heck yah i noe that.
what i wanna noe is why cant i take care of myself for a change?
its not lyk im doing anythg indecent??
i may look lyk one but im bloody hell not.
i noe myself and they donnoe dat.
which means, they don trust me!
as simple as that.
they don trust me!
and they call themselves my parents?
what a joke.
i doubt that.
tch.

be independent? be responsible?
and 9 pm??
wtf!
thats so unreasonable.
so selfish.
fyi, i got home late at nyt mostly everydae
but i didnt get myself pregnant or get caught for rioting
or for a simple thing lyk becoming a smoker!
did i? i don!
im 19! and in all my 19 yrs of living, my greatest sin is talking back at my parents!
wad the hell?
even my 17 yr old bro smoked! and he didnt go out much till late at nyt!
and they're saeing that im embarassing them?
dats pathetic man!

the bottom line is,
i noe thay don trust me.
why? bcos im a gerl?
damn straight i don care if im a gerl.
as long as im doing smthg dats not VERI wrong.
majorly wrong.
den im fine wit it.
i noe my limits.
they dont.
and im not surprised dat they dont.

hols!

2008-11-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

a yr and a half of holidae?
is finally here.
haha!
wohuuu.
nicely done.
nxt semester, we'll be painting landscapes!
scenery..
ouh jyeah. i lyk dat. haha
XD

if u think about it, a mth and a half is not dat long.
hmm.
bud within e hols, i have a few big events.
and dats niceee.
hehe.=D
at least im occupied.
cuz im not finding a new work tho ryt?
my parents saed its not worth it which i think is true.
arent they alwaes?
=.=

su's going bangkok..
izhwan's going indon..
and i hope the surgery went well just now.
i'll msg him tmr..
....
and nas!
i wanna noe wads the "surlplise" is about!
ergh.
=.=

haha.
ouh wells.

assesments!

2008-11-16T08:35:00.000-08:00

eeeeyaooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
assesment laa seyyy.
19 20 21.
bloody hell.
the past few weeks doing our assessments together have been fun!
sure we had our ups and downs sometymes bud dats life.
we needed those downs too actualli.
heh.

cey ceyyy. speaking. mcm. phm.
=.=
anihowwsss..
tmr. mondae.
gonna clean up the classrooms.
and im yet finished my drawings and touching up on my paintings.
haha. die.
=.=

haisss... after dis coming week.
its holidaes! hehe
i can now spend tyme wit my sec frens.
its been a yr siaa.
so sad.
we'll get back soon.
i promise.
all smyles now.
=D

shyt!

2008-11-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

too late.
i have to let him go.
to let all the sweet little tootittle memories go.
but its still inside my head.
dammit!
i can still thinking about him wen
i already give another a try..
i cannot do this anymore.
im doing something
and i must do it now.
straight away.
i don wan history to repeat itself.
shyt.

pissed

2008-11-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe
its not like that.
im scared.
im scared that he will come back suddenly.
one dae.
and wen im getting close and start, begin to like u,
i will fall for him.
thats wad im scared of.

its not about him.
its about me.
i dispose him away.
bud im still waiting.
i still am.
no news. no phonecalls.
no smses. no frenster comments.
no msn. no nothing.
bud im still hoping, one dae.
just one dae he myt come back.
i noe its false hope cuz hu noes he found someone better
den me.
which im hoping for.
bud im still scared.
still scared to be closer to u.

don misunderstand me.
its so unlike me to reject face to face.
but i do with him.
it is to let go.
first love.
haha.
fine...

arcade!!!

2008-11-10T07:53:00.000-08:00

arcade per tadiikk.
haha!
tm nk kat abes pn nk maen arcade.
kekek per korg.
heh
but best!

blue team winss!
jyeaaahh! XD
haha!

haha. skwel was funnn.
yeah yeah. i loike.
bwk bekal k gi skolar. XD
lyk old skwel daes.
heh
yah. and assesments nxt 2 wks! damnnn.
heh
painting still havent start or wadd siaaa
O_o

bad luck!

2008-11-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

todae is the most bad luck dae ever sia!
damn bad luck for me!
wtfish!
from morning siaaa
i dunnoe wad happened sia.
haiss.
don wan to talk about it ar.
hope tmr is as per normal ar.

damn shytty dae.
xcept for the bowling part.
it was funn. hehe =DD

bdw, thnks nazeem.
=D

hey pics u!

2008-11-05T06:29:00.000-08:00

hey hey pics pics.
haha!
during gemok gerls.
=DD

REC!

2008-11-04T22:03:00.000-08:00

eyyyyyyyyy.
criter REC.
wtfish!
damn scary or wad siaaaaaaaaa. hish!
=.=
seriously recommend u guys to watch it
the story is a little hanging but hmm. just watch laa.
heh
not for the faint hearted.
haha!
shouted alot of tymes sia.
realli unpredicted movie.
heh

and i realli feel lyk slapping the main actress.
haha!
watch it n u'll noe why.
heh

soooo.....
yaahh. heheee
XD

heyyyy

2008-11-03T07:36:00.000-08:00

ahhhh.
new phoneeeeeeeeeeee.
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
heh

ouh gdness!
aminah's stuff by tmr!
tmr tuesdae ryt?
kk on it!
fast game!
haha
da kol 1.15 am bud nehmind
heh.

kk gotta go!
gemok gerls pics in a moment.
haha! XD

nokia 6600 fold!

2008-11-02T08:02:00.000-08:00

eyyyyyyyyy!!!.
hp baru laa seyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!
nokia 6600 fold.
cool or waddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!
slim or wadddddddddddd!!!!!

bud no purple oready.
=.=
black jek.
alar black pn black laa.
haha!
asalkn wad i noe, tmr, i'll be using the new fone!
hehehe.
best best best!
suker ako.. hahaha
den, also, i'll be using the 9757.. nomber back. hehe
bestnyerrrrrrrrr.
tk sabar
hehe

XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDD

gemok gerls!

2008-11-01T09:44:00.001-07:00

haha.
tadik gemok gerls keperrr.
haha!
first tyme pi tgk theatre.
i tink.. theatre? agaknyer ar.
ader jakon cket..
dey are veri the daring.
professional or wad dey all...
veri the near sia..
best.
bud the criter pasal politics ar.
tk phm ako.
klakar and veri the violent verbally. haha
kekek keper..
heh.

sumue smart mamat seyy.
den lyk all veri the formal.
haha! =DD
kecoh.
heh

the pics i post later later k.
XD
waiting for izhwan to send it to us.
hehe

aha!

2008-10-31T08:45:00.000-07:00

AHA!
i bought new thumbby todaeee
at challenger.
hehehe
best best best,
stylee ynoee.
sony! XDXDD
budden no hook.
scared or wad the thingy lost again.
=.=

anywaess.. tmr im not working. hmm..
and den, at nyt, go gemok gerlss.
jyeahh.
haha! XD
11 ppl. cool or wad.
heh
seems a lot.
=)))

den just finished teaching oso
=D
tiring ynoe.
heh
bud cool. XD
skali skale.

assesments are reallii ard the corner
heh.
kena rajen! heh
tmr dunnoe going skwel or not laa
how?
hmm
den mas ajak xcercise?
muker de bangon cpat?
last2 tk xcercise npknyer
haha. XD

fat!

2008-10-30T08:12:00.001-07:00

serious shyt!
my perot getting fatter and fatter,
boncetter and boncetter everydae sia!
=.=
ergh! wad i do everydae is eat, draw, eat, paint, eat sleep.
wad the heck!?
den, wake up everydae late.
wtfish!
shyt man! dis has got to stop sia!
den, now i alwaes take bus to interc which i usually walk.
so tmr gotta walk!
a must!
=.=

and and xcercise gerl!
every nyt! excercise!
if nottt...
wear baju, boncet siaaa. =.=

shooting!

2008-10-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

ahah!
its deepavali and im working todae.
=.=
ryyyt.
okie laa.
after work go mit nazeem and mas at airport cuz since im late,
dey study first lorr.
haha

keje abes lmbt bebb
haha.
den since ader tyme, go see dey all jamming.
heh.
niceeeee.
hehe
loud.
bud niceeeeee.=DD
hehe.
ako suker . ako suker. ako suker! hehee

around 8 plus lyk dat, meeting nas and liyana, i brought mas along,
go shooting for our digi.
seram or wadd!
tiring or wadd!
do scene 2 first.
den searching for the alleys, nas veri takot lyk dat knnn
nazeem dey all waiting for us ar.
heh

in the end, found a dark alley, beside a small christian cemetry,
bud nas takot. hehe
mas, ko nk masok kn?
heh, nk rease konon.
step tk takot konon.
haha!
XD

aniwaesss..
nazeem dey all join me and nas they all...
den kenal kenal kenal..
hahaha
den balek. bud mas, me and nazeem dey all pi mkn.
laparrrr beb.
haha
nas,"okie it's a wrap!"
haha.
piker laen alley dulu.
izHwan, u must follow nas in.
haha!

mkn pat tongseng laa seyy.
haha! kecoh per.heh. =D

bsok skolarrrr.
ajar kanak2 budu tu arttt!
haha
jgn buat last min plakkk.
*glaring eyes*

den yesterdae, got mkn2 pat madrasah! haha
cool or wadd.
hehe.
cute ar uztazah maria. hehe
blur. heh.

XD
orytt.
i havent bath siaa.
haha!
bud still wangi. HAHA!
=.=

ouh god! fiza'a sketches! o_O

PHOTOSHOOTING!

2008-10-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

here's the pics for the funky fun fun kinda havoc shooting system.
.......................
-____________-"

haha!
ouh well.
njoyyy. heh =D

haha.
one heck of a dae siaa. heh.

anihooo..
tode morn i go blajar math wit nazeem..
quite the clever person ar he.
bud kinda want-to-jitak-his-head feeling somewhere inside.
haha!

den otw home.
siallaaaaaaaaaaaaa
jumper keling ar siollll.
HAHA!
mulot mas btol2 peh masen seyyy.
kentot btol. heh

alar lu mat. tkde herennyer laa.
haha!
den ptg smpai mlm, which just finished..
teach art.
huwah. one heck of a dae or wad!
didnt have work todae, fyi. heh
replace on mon.. heh
=DD

and now, i still have house work to do.
haiyoooooooooo
wad luck!
*cramps head*
=.=
ouh well.
wad to do!
.......

late again

2008-10-25T02:06:00.000-07:00

for the past 2 daes, i ve been going home late.
had to do some stuffs at skwel.
i don mind staying back in skwel.
cuz i lyk the environment there.
its lyk m,y 2nd home siaa. haha
nice or waddddd
haha.

i loiikkeee.
haha
den tadik blajar maths.
kekek per nazeem? =.=
naseb baek ko pndai maths ar eyyk. klao tkkk...
naseb ar. haha

ahah! den yesterdae got nude again siaaaa..
drawing i mean.
guy somemore!
serious shyt!
i didnt look sia.
i mean, i am so not focusing!
bloody hell.
halfwae thru i cabot sia. haha!
XD

anw, i cant wait for gemok gerls.
hehehehe
=DD

and i want pics of our family photos, izhwannn.
haha

i'll post it wen i got it ayte.
damn funny. haha! =D

skwel!

2008-10-22T09:52:00.001-07:00

damn cramp with the ssignments.
been rushing with paintings,
and history work. wad e heck?!
knn!

alot sia. realli rushing
tyme is precious.
haha
haiyoo.

hey. it's a good thing i didnt get to see u anymore.
best thing i ever felt.

heya!

2008-10-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

eyyyy.
trying to try the trick i did on u to me haaaa
tk bley tk bleyy. =DD
bud u did got me laa.
heh
i realli thot u hav problem sia. haha!
well a little bit of both ar.
heh
guess wad mas got me?
a belated bdae present. >.<

haha.the purple dressie kinda stand.
i lyke it!
and oh, liyana?
i got it for freeeeeeeeeeee! haha
XDXD
purple lagik! heh
aniwaes..after dat, we went to ehub for a while.
jln2.
release stress.
thot of going beach bud tk jadik. heh
gotta sae, skg downtown da lawaaaaa. nicee.
haha XD

and oh oh oh!
MY WEIGHT NOW IS 46KG!
huwah seyyy! biar btol.
not too long ago lets sae, ard a yr, i didnt check my weight and it suddenly shot up?
huwo!
=.=
46?
i really cant believe it siaa.
seriously.
i aim 45kg bud im already 46??
huh? huhh?
okieeee..

im fat!
uhoh!
46KG? o_O

ouh the raye. raye 17

2008-10-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

3rd week of raye.
still going. haha.
just went out with my luar frens. haha!
kenalansss.
hehe
=DD
cool or waddd.
alarr bonding bondinggg..
XDXD

muker satu2 tk senonoh sey.
haha!
tgk arr.

and oh!
nazeem is alwaes kpo with the photos.
alwaes.
told tell him i told u guys.
haha!
kpo guyy.
heh
XDXDD

im damn tired ar.
todae afternoon,after a longg tyme.
since i last slept in the afternoon, i slept!
for only 1 hr.
haiyoo.
seems long
hmmm.
nehmind laa. heh

i love my chomel.
=D

wad the shyT!

2008-10-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

blame it on me lor.
shoot me and get it done and over with can?
all my fault laa.
all my fault.
knn.

i feel so guilty oready and u still lyk, make it sound i did a very big mistake.
i cant make it means i cant make it laa.
so sorrie.
apologise oready ryt.
alamak.
one fren after another.
suddenly i missed sawiyah.
sawiyah where are youu?

shyt ar.
biar hp pecah. ilang ke.
so that no one can contact me, so i dont feel guilty.
don wan ar lyk dis.
blame me.
okie everythg me!

all C's

2008-10-14T07:34:00.001-07:00

guess wad?
i get a C for painting, a C for figure drawing and and oh look! another C for drawing III.
=.=

all C's siaaa.
wad the?
but the thg is, none of the painters or none painters gotten an A.
seriously tho.
im shocked.
so mayb a C isnt dat bad..
but i really wanted a B too.
hmm
nehmind.
try harder...
XD

i can. and i will!
and im gonna paint my bro's face.
i mean portrait, and put it in his room! haha
so dat means gotta buy canvas b4 im running out of money! hehe
which soon i already am!
cuz im buying stuff online again!
and this tyme, thrice in a row.
damn!

0_O

all C's

2008-10-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAE ME!

2008-10-13T10:40:00.000-07:00

mondae.
officially my bdae dae.
haha!>.<
and and thnks to u, u and u!
for the wishes!
the presents.
th fulfilling treats.
haha!

lyk:

a cake, a present plus a card for me! hehe
from liyana, faj and and junzhuuuu! =DD
thnk u(s)!XD

the donuts, AGAIN! from izhwan and and simon! hehe
thnk u!XD

den den den! go biennale! jyeahhh!
=D
best tao tao tao!
gerekkkkkk!
lots and lots of painting! syok! haha!

haha. i got free breakfast too ynoe!
only for todae! haha
XD

aha! dis is where we wait for paan.
after skwel.
at nyt. =D

anw, just wanted to sae to sorrie to paan, mas and azhfar.
bcus of me u guys lyk cannot make anythg happen or wadever.
so lyk, rase bersalah gitu kn.
i didnt xpect laa kn.
i thot a normal gathering jek.
sorrie laa.
lagik2 wen paan pagi from skwel, den ptg keje, mlm, kena handle lyk dis.
heh.

sort of abit cock-up sey for awhile sey just nw.
heh.
den after dat, not bad.
in fact, going quite well. heh.
bud anw, thnks u guys.
i appreciate it alot tho!
=D

and ingat! tkmo bazir duet suroh ktorg naek teksi!
haha.=D

ouh da bdae ako eyk?

2008-10-12T09:12:00.001-07:00

i dunnoe laa kn.
lyk veri xcited over the bienalle thingy tmr budden,
the oh so cool frens of mine remind me.

HAPPY BDAE TO ME!
yeah me! hehe >.<>

im so happy! hehehe.
yesterdae nyt, hanan gave me a surprise advance bdae.
by meeting under my block and giving me dis! for my bdae present!
awww. haha
he's the first of the first to give me smthg for bdae. and wishing me.

plus an essay long card!
haha. thnk u! =D

ah den, the nxt dae, which is todae, teman mr i'll-change-ur-name pi tgk2 lappy.
cuz i have nothing to do, so! teman de jap..
heh.
de belikkn donut! yeahh! donut factoryy!
best tao tao! haha.

here here!
simoooon. u shuld noe dis one. haha!
XD and just now,12.20am, he send me a card. huwah.
u shuldnt have done dat sia.
its okie. thnk u again! =D

before dat, i went to paan's open house. hehe
raye skalik per?
heh.
anw, here's the pics. =D

pat bwh blok tao tao

so unglam! haha!

den wen reached home, syok2 play compt, haha.
mydearest ppl msged!
hehe
thnk u thnk u!
lets list in sequence ; 11.45-rozeyini.
after 12: azhfar, izhwan!,gayle, paan,mr i'll-change-ur-name(again),hanan(again), wan.
all my lovely lovely ppl. >.<

awww. im so touched seyy.
hehe. emo skejap. haha!
anw, bsok bienalle!
or can i sae, todae bienalle! hehe! =DDD

ouh da bdae ako eyk?

2008-10-12T09:12:00.000-07:00

RAYE 11

2008-10-11T01:33:00.000-07:00

fridae.
11.10.2008.
raye wit my nafa frens
=DD
one end to one end.
alar sekali sekala maaaaaa
haha! =D
best best.
=D
last house gerek per.
haha. umar fatiinnnnn!=D
altho she didnt follow us, bud its okiee...
=D
me, faj, liyana, sue, ruzeyini, izhwan and and asanul!
go raya together.
=D
haha.
kecoh siak.
HAHA!

umar asanul is the first, fatin is the last.
fatin's house we lepak abes2an sey.
till 1 plus am.
=.=
haha!
pat pasir ris aloha resort dere.
heh.
me and faj walk home, rozeyini accompany.
den after dat he took a cab.
den sue and asanul go take cab together to yishun.
liyana after faj's house gone home oready.
she lives at boon lay maahhhh..
haha.
veri veri the far. heh
den izhwan take cab home alonnneee..
so saddd. hehe
=D

nehmind laa.
mondae bienalle leiii!
i so xcited! hehe
XDXD

so! wanna see the pics?
the pics at my cam not dat many.
there's 3 cams.
but the most pics are with izhwan dslr.
its easier wit his cam. heh
soooooo....
have to wait for his pics!
haha! =D

in the meantyme, see mine first!
haha >.<

umar liyanaaa.

umar suuuuu..

umar nasssss..

my houseee..

shopping raye 7

2008-10-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

wohoooooooooooooo
shopping per ktorg beb!
shopping pat bugis street!
haha!
ako belik dis cute palm. ngn half cardigan. ngn satu baju.
in total, $40 seyyy.

pi shopping ngn fatin, liyana and and sue. =D
during a 3hr skwel break. haha!
kekek per.
shopping fast game nyer.
from 12.30 to 3.30 abes shop.
hehe.

den balek skolar, ngn beg2 plastic sey.
abey buat lyk nothing happened.
paint usual. haha!
den i saw, my other classmate pn pi shopping at bugis street too sia.
risvanaaaaaaaa. u arrrrrrrr. same shopping beg as me arrrrrr. haha!
damn funny. heh.
kuat shopping sia.
not enuf, after skwel, go shop at centrepoint.
=.=
liyana ar. nk belik ehem ehem. haha! XDXD

haha.
dpt duet raye laa katerknnnn.
hehe. XD
aniwaess... fridae tao korg2!
pi boon lay first ayte!=D
ard 2? eyk? ye ker?
haha
tkpe. bsok discuss.
haha!

ah den! mondae bienalle laa seyyy!!!
so xcited ah me! *simOn shuddup!*
XDXD.
ive never ever been to one beforeee! *drama mama sia!*
=.=

kk! gotta do essay!
tmr pass up! 1500 words.
die.

AH! nas! microsoft word!
k naseb ingat! haha!

why am i still still still! thinking of you?
im damn sure i put you far far away behind of me.
why are you giving me a hard time by doing this?
i have not met you ever since the day i last met you.
its been over a yr now.
or so.
as much as i want to,
pls save me this lifetime to not think of you.

raye 7 vivo eagle eye

2008-10-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

haha!
HAHA!
=.=

wad siaaaaa..
ah thnks ey mas.buih.
leave me with 4 untrusted guys.
CHEY! HAHA! lyk real..
no laa. veri veri veri veri veri veri veri nice guyssssss..haha

actualli not ur fault ar.
dat stupid knn apek's fault.
*tsk*
and and yes azhfar, its mas. yg tinggal pat simei tuuuu.
hahahahaha XD
anw, overall, the show was damn fun! EAGLE EYE! shuld watch!
recommended! dijamin bgos! haha =D

hmmm..
tapi kekek ar. got paan, nazeem, a short guy forgot his name, and azhfar.
thnks again azhfar antar balek yerk..... maklomlaa. da mlm buta.
tk baek tao anak dara balek mlm2. haha!
ah! den tk amek gmbrr.
ah yelaa. =.=

but still, awk yg bwk, kter yg pnat.
=.=
but realli. the tunnel was damn long.
dammmnnn long.
realli long.
i didnt noe dat.
-_______-

and and congrats to azhfar kambing(shah), for passing the challenge.
cey cey.
nxt tyme pi try pegi north side. boon lay ke, yishun ker, bishan kerrrrrr..
challenging ryyyyttt??
haha! XD

raye 5

2008-10-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

its the fifth dae of raya oreadyy
and and starts to serious work tmr!
haha
XD

so! todae i collect 50 siaaa.
cool or wad.
4 cars going to a house after another.
siao leii
haha.
4 cars ynoee... one pickup!
haha!
XDXD
kecoh or wad siaa.
den take pics under the blok.
at nyt.
making lots of noise.
*tsk tsk*
anak saper laa niK! haha!

anw, i just finished photoshooting my adek for digi tmr.
heh. last minute siaa.

heh
still in the hari raya mood siaa.
die.
kk serious.
as long as i didnt forget my work sua ar eyy.
haha!
=D

k not to forget todae's pics. hehe
>.<

kecoh per siak.
gila' peh family.
=.=

raye 4

2008-10-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

its the 4th dae...
haha
tyme sure fly fast!
hehe

hmm. todae morning, i work.
den after work, in the evening, go jln raya.
just came back siaa.
heh
k pnat.
pnat.
tmr jln with ramai2!
damn.
ironic isnt it?
haisssss

aniwaeeesss...
hmmm... im gonna buy palms ar.
cannot go on sia wit slippers everydae to skwel.
one dae kena tangkap, slamat ar seyy.
heh

anw, nk tgk gmbr2 lagik?
hehee.
ader byk ar actualli
hehe.
giler2nyer org.
got my cuzins from arab came down to spore.
dey are damn big laa can?
very!
k go see.
haha =D

=D

raya 2

2008-10-02T00:16:00.001-07:00

hey ho!
its a thursdae and im not going anywhere todae..
didnt go to skwel either.
haha!
malas ar. tmr going ar. heh

anw, here's the pics to yesterdae's raya. =D
*thumbs up!* ;D

geylang den raya

2008-10-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

hello hello!
XD
im so excited.
yesterdae nyt, huwah at geylang wit azhfar, hujan ar seyyyy.
at first tkde laa hujan. tkde laa ramai org.
den suddenly out of the blue, hujan den pack sey pat bazaar.
hujan peh lebat.
jln pat bazaar da mcm ketam. btol tk azhfar?
haiyooo. rabak.
ard exactly 8.45, azhfar came fetch me den smapi geylang ard 10+?
rounding2, kena lenyek, belik itu ini, org kirim, etc etc.
den pi jumper azhfar fren, lina antar kueh, so ard 1 50 am ar. haha

naseb naek motor azhfarrrrrrrrrrrr..
haha!
klao tkkkkk.
teksi? baekkkk perrrrr.
haha!
O_O
naek motor.
slamat seyy ko azhfar ader motor.
rezeki kn azhfarrrr? haha!
kekek ar lu beb.

budden naek mototr seious peh sejok.
=.=
tk dpt flu pn da naseb. haha!
k mcm berkobar2 nk pass lesen kreteku. haha!
=DD

anw, first dae raye, okie best!
bud kaki saket bebbb.
tunggu teksi mcm nk RAk!kentot btol!
haha.

aytes.=D

raye!

2008-09-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYEEE!

to everyone, if i did anythg wrong or hurt any of ur feelings,
pls forgive me k.
ari raye maaaa. must forgive and and forget.
start anew. ah cey cey ceyyy.
hehe
XD

cant wait to collect my ang baoss..
haha
;DD
ah! wanna sae dis yr my baju one brownish-purple another is white-red.
wait.
have i told u guys b4?
hmm. nehmind. reminder. haha.
AHA! i went for a treatment, highlight and and curl trim dis morn.
=.=
don ask me.
its free.

its almost 8.30pm.
going geylang... AGAIN. haha
ciao.

henna

2008-09-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

todae abit kecoh kecoh ar.
*kecoh kecoh nk raye 3*
haha!
bout this henna thingy.
kecoh or wad sia!
i brought the henna todae to do for liyana in skwel just nw onli..
budden, lyk suddenly lyk alot more(gerls, even guys.=.= simon.*tsk tsk*) came.
=.=
bud dun ar..

its not lyk as if im a pro or wad sia so many want me to do for dem.
haha.
fridae continue. heh.
everydae nearing to hari raya, sungguh the kecoh siaaa.
i loike.
heh.=DD

azhfar.
tmr per?
hehe.
XD

aniwaess... FIZA ADER BLOG LAA SEYYY.
blog keperr blog keperrr blog keperrr.
HAHA!
funny but true.
pelik tapi benarrrr. haha! =.=
bud cool ar fiza.
wenever im feeling bored, i can go to ur blog and get myself entertained. haha!
XDXDXDDDD.

So! cant wait for tmr.
=D
ramboootttttt. geylangggggg. haha!
;D

hmmm

2008-09-27T14:45:00.000-07:00

well being a gd gerl todae and and tmr.
heh,
will be staying at hime and buka-ing at home too.
heh.
at work again, my pkcik's fren wants to introduce his son to me.
yet again. =.=
really eagerly tol dmy pkcik saeing he wants to introduce us.
haiyoo.

and and he's my bro's fren which happened to be the same age as me.
*sigh* *sigh**sigh*
his father personally talk to me asking if im interested in his son laa.
if his son is hensem laa.
he kept on smyling siaa.
=.=
wad did i do?
i just saed, " huhhh?"
and smyled.

den came along his mother.
i thot i was dead but good thg his mother didnt sae anythg
as dey just took their rice and on their way back.
naseebbbb siakkkk. o_O

aniwaessss. saeing dat countdown to hari raya! haha
hmm. 3 more daes ryt?
ah btol btol btol. =DD
kk.

again

2008-09-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

went to geylang again sia todae.
haha.
but not straight away ar
buka at victory first. heh.
den met rozeyy yet again! XDXD
shocked or wad sia.
haha.

didnt went to skwel todae. hmm.
draw live nudity siaaa.
naseb tk dtg
bulan puasa. tk baekkk. haha!
lpas puasa bleh. haha yah ryyyt! =.=

so! went to geylang after dat,
me, syukri, mas and and ija.
hmm. jln2 byk siakk.
heh.
=D
at last, jumper zul seyy pat TKC with his family.
haha! kekek per.
mcm pernah ku lihat ini bdak tapi di mana yahh..
haha!

jumper saiful apek.
walked pass by me. haha!
he's lyk, onli abit taller den me.
ABIT ar. heehhehe. =D

1 plus sia reach home.
haiyoo.
tmr work. die.
haha!>.<

night

2008-09-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

cool per todae.
haha.
me, mas, ashfar, zul and and pakAn.
go geylang again.
go buka together.
haha.
fun ar ngn dorg.
met rozeyy wen going back. haha.
funny sia.
heh.

i bought henna! hehe =D
ashfar shows mas his motor.
mas lyk xcited lyk dat. haha.
waddd only. heh

kesian zul kena balek sndirik.
ashfar tompang pakAn.
*tsk tsk*
i want to ride too.
aper seyyy. heh

anw,havent done my essay yet.
tmr pass up.
yessa. grrrreat! =.=
tmr morning ar. haha

changi T3.. or is it T1??

just lyk on last sundae, went out buka with my uzt and calss mates.
heh.
soo cool.
ate at popeye. haha
dat tyme cant stop laughing sia.
took lots of pics.
lyk really funny. haha
haiyoo..

den sun, mon, buka-ing outside again.
hmm..
my mom's gonna make a fit.
haha.
saeing wasting money buka outside.
not wasting ler.
eratkn siraturrahimmm
haha.=DD

tell u arrrrrr.
this yr fasting mth is the best one yet ar.
kluar buka with my frens alot ar.
its really nice,
am enjoying every minute of my tyme with you guys.=))

i hate you.
i cant believe that you have became this one piece of a shiat.
just go away laa bloody hell.
its a good thing none of your things are at my reponsibility.
i hate you now.
even more.

bloody shiat

2008-09-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

im dammmnnn close to getting the 6600 new phone.
and and but but.
haissss...
no purple.

*errrrggghhhhhh*

aper siakkkkkk.
labak siols. *simon says* haha!

anw.. i hav to wait till nov.
thats wen my plan ends.
alaarrrrr..
den hopefully ar eyy have purple.

if not, there's only black?
black? 6600 fold phone? black?
opaque? not cool sia.
=.=
i want purple seyyy..
haiyooo. purple sold out they sae.
heh.
so hav to wait. haha! XD

im damn down now.
ive just given up on someone.
two ppl actualli.
haiss.
nehmind laa.
i don want to care anymore.
bullsshh laa!

geylang white.

2008-09-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

everythg have been sailing smoothly
since the damn dumb someone had gone.
kental.
anw,went to geylang again wit my parents.
hmm. belik baju taye lagik satu.
kiwak. peh ramaiiii. bley mati seyy.
buat gua peh darah naeekkkk jek sey org pat situ.
=.=

budden suddenly out of the blue jumper fiza and frens. haha!
shima, aminah and dis one person yg suddenly nk jgak berhuging yerk.
haha!
=DD
so cool siaa.
aleh2 bley jumper korg eyk.
heh.

pssstttt fizaaaaa. i saw u naek motor wen i was in the taxi going home tadikkk.
haha!
and i wanna tel u smthg siaaaaah.
about a person siaaaaah. haha!
u have GOT to hear it!
remind me tao tao!
haha. XDXD

haha! kekek per geng.
at last after searching at joo chiat, bazaar, lastly i bought one at TKC.
=.=
and and guess wad i ate for break fast todae?
ramly burger. =.=
HAHA! and and dats all.
ryyyyyyyyyytt.
dunnoe. not hungry ar.

anwss..
my dad bought 2 carpets from the auction in front of TKC from Iran laa seyy.
cool or wad sia!
=D
its lyk,"$120 going once, going twice, going thrice, sold to that abang. thank you!"
haha.

okie i gtg to sleep.
tmr working.......
tiredddddddd.
o_O
byee! XD

most.

2008-09-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

so! the plan took a ,longer tyme den i expected.
hmm.
veri. haha!
but it was worth it.
to get us ppl closer to each other.=D
hey hey hey!

tmr! awards!
go! go! sawiyah!
gotta cheer u on! jyeeahh! XDXDXD
must teach me more playing of the piano!
so funny and my finger kept on disturbing the pinky note.
hmph!=.=

tue! go buy shoes! yeaahh.
heels heels heels.
my baju raye. den go out wit my mommyyy.
she cant get enuf of clothes.
or is it me? haha
whoever laa. same house wadd.
onli diff sizes.. hmm. haha

den wed! ah! nxt! wed!
ashfar jgn kekok eyk. haha.
mastuuuuraahhh.
k im starting to talk crap.
gotta stop.
okieeee. =.=

like i already knew and saed,
its far from a dream.
its a total wish
but im glad it happened.
just for the sake of it happened and nothing else.
thnks. =D

2008-09-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

and oh ya..
I PASSED MY FTT OREADY LAA SEYYYYY.
IM SO DAMN HEPPIE.
HAHA!

i wanna thank my fren, fajrina, hu hav been encouraging me from the start altho she passed faster den me. *play cheat*
haha!
i also wanna thank my aunt for this opportunity.
and all the others hu hav fatith in me.
thnk you.
...........................................

WAD THE?!
=.=

anyhowww.. i passesd so it means i can drive a car!
ONLY wit a licensed person bside me.=DD
heheee..
nk eksyen onlii. haha.
okie den! >.<

shee sharrrr

2008-09-10T08:19:00.000-07:00

huuu best best.
todae todae..
went to break fast wit my school mates at kampung glam cafe.
haha.
sImon and n0ck came joining us too. =D
so its lyk 11 ppl in total for breaking fast. >.<
after eating, we decided to go to al-majlis..
sheesharrr!!
huhuuuu! XDD
first tyme sia me~
and guess wad, for my first tyme going sheesharr-ing, theres lyk, almost 16 ppl siaa joininggg.
cool or wad.
haha!

all nafarians. now i just came back.
heh. 2 shee sharrs siaaa. haha.
all i can sae is its damn fun ar.
lots of fun. heh =D
den klao gi genting confirm kecoh siaak. haha.

k njoy thye pics yawww.=D

kampung glam cafe..

al-majlis..

2008-09-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

someone treats me lyk a special person todae.
thnk u.
i can cry of happiness.

but i noe its not going to happen.
too good to be true.

i really am very happy.
altho im a state of not-good-to-look-at todae.
thnks. =]

doubts

2008-09-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

everyone assumed that i will have the best.
i really doubt that.
internet.
friends.
family.
i cant agree with them.
i cant cuz its not true.
ive really made my choice and i noe its not going to happen.
dream. on.
i noe. thnks for reminding me.

show some consideration that all im saying is true.
i will definitely deny everythg.
its all wrong.
just let my friends and family members have the best.
im in no position to say they dont
and im in no position to say i can have the best.

thnks.

heyaa!!!

2008-09-05T03:14:00.000-07:00

im still at skwel.
and and todae is fri, the 5th dae of fasting.
hmm..
i thot fasting mth is the best mth to save money.
wads more i want to go genting early jan nxt yr!
wooohuuu! XDXDXDXDDD

and i wont be breaking fast at hm as im still doing my work but im not ryt now cuz im bored.
and brainfreezed. haha! =.=
fyi, i've finished my FLASH oready laa seyyyyyy!
im so so SO heppie! =DDDD
hehehe hehehe hehehe.

i want to watch phobia arrrr..
criter mcm best. hehe.
nehmind nehmind.
if i hav money and found someone to go with, den i go.
hehe.
but. wad date ar the movie started?

???

1st dae =D

2008-09-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan sumueee!

its the first dae of fasting.
wuhuu!
i didnt even felt hungry until the last minute. haha!
cool siaa.
maybe because most of the ppl ard me semangat puase kot.
puase tao jgn tk puase.
nnti tuhan marahhh..
biar lebih pahala jgn lebih dosa.
okieee??
=DD

todae tk gi terawih ar..
veri the tired. heh
mayb tmr.
skweling during the fasting moth is cool but mcm tk dpt pi terawih sey.
n tired and and all.
hish. =.=

DIGISHIATT

2008-08-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

weeheiheiiiiiiiii.
i redid my digimedia lyk 2 tymes oready.
and and im doing it for the 3rd tyme.
hmm.
and lyk we hav to present our dis project in front of the whole fine arts peeps on nxt nxt mondaeee.
haiyoooo... so paiseyyy leiiii.
=.=
my one da laa not gd.
erggghh.
i dun lyk flash.
idun lyk idun lyk i dun lyk!

den one thg todae.
-FAJ PASSED HER FTT!-
-AND SHE DIDNT EVEN SYUDY FOR IT PROPERLY THE DAE B4!-
dammitttt faj.
im doing my 3rd tyme bloody well studying for it
and she can lyk do it in less then one dae.
ergh where did i go wrongggg???
erghh erghh ergghhhhhhhhhh!

help me.

yah yah okie.
haiyaa nehmind laa
3rd tyme i didnt pass, i wont b taking another ftt again.
final. finale. fuinalie.=.=

so! been staying back to do my digi media till late at nyt from last last wk.
dis wk oso. gonna continue till the wk after nxt wk.
cuz thats the wk we're gonna pass the damn flash thingy and present it to the whole damn class.
interactive my foot!
=.=
damn damn damn.
den nxt wk puasaaaaa.
jyeaaahhhhhh.
so i can save up for at least abit to go to genting wit my skwelmates
maybe early jan nxt yr!
b4 skwel reopens! heheheeee.
cant wait! XDXDXDXDDD

okie okie laa sharifahhhhhhh.
must get back to my flash.
lyk now.
now.
okie now.

bye.=.=

die

2008-08-22T05:18:00.000-07:00

any minute now i think i myt fall and ultimately shut down.
this overworked stuffs are killing me!
seriously.
lyk todae, i crack my brains in the library finding info on HWA, Investigating arts, Psychology..
opps,wait. psychology isnt in the syllabus?
not yet dat is. haha! =.=

anwsss... from 2 to 7 pm.
i.am.at.the.national.library.
alone.
finding damn research for those damn things that i darn damn hate.
haiyoo.
not to forget, its raining wen i went to skwel and i didnt have an umbrella wit me.
=.=
i walked.
to pasir ris interc.
den after skwel, it rained. yet again.
i myt. just mYt laa get a major headache soon.

=___.___=>*HAHA!*

so now wad?
oh ya. i noe im contradicting but i am pretty satisfied wit wad i got.
the researches, i mean.
havent read them yet tho. hmmm..
i dunnoe bout IA's researches. i donnoe wad she wants.
okie maybe i noe but i cant find the artist's book anywhere at the national library.
that leaves me no choice but to check at our skwel's library!
jeng jeng jennggggg!!
by hook or by crook. or by took or by nook. or by chook or by stook.
=.=

i nid sleep mannnnn.
i only have 5 hrs to sleep a dae.
its not good for someone my age. which is 18!
hahahahahahahahahahhahahaha.
not 19.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah.
yet!
HAHA! =.=

10.15

2008-08-19T09:35:00.000-07:00

staying in skwel till late at nyt is awesome!
haha.
painting, disturbing sImon,
*altho in the end i got disturbed by him.=.=*
and having dinner all together.
nice!
haha.

every tue huh?
its gets all my stress away..
hais. DIGI MEDIA! im gonna kill u!
ergh why me! cant come up with anythg!
and have to pass up another 2 more bloody wks?
oh mother!
=.=
not to mention there's still 2 essas to pass up on the same wk!
dammit!
1500 and 300 words?
1500 words for the first draft? DRAFT lei hello!
*ERGH!*

den tmr painting the whole dae.=.=
hope the ppl that owns the cosy corner can lend me some of
their cosiness and let me sleep there for a while. haha!
pathetic arrrggghhhh!!!

=.=
okie okie chill.
breath in, breath out.
pause.
think.

bloody hell.
=.= haha!
im talking crap.
okie fine.

kecohrable sungguh!

2008-08-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

okie todae was totally kecoh and and the story is veri veri long
but to make a long story short,
fasting budden no fasting due to some reasons.
den 7.30 on my wae to my aunt's house.
but two angry gerls were already waiting for me at interc.
i can still have tyme to lyk sit there for a while..
hmmm.
den went out to find the damn bus that didnt come! huh!
haha. so. gedebak gedebuk.
den went to interc, go expo.
den bace bace bace.
skejap siaaaaaaaaaaa...
so sad ar me.
hmm
den went home. i mean go back to aunt's place.
budden reached, and lyk imediately was asked to sing.
karaoke some more! wad the?
a duet ar.
all pay money siaa. a bit nervous ar.
heh. so paiseyyy. but my family wad. supporting me so gotta do it.
den sing, i eat. eat cake! haha
=DD
den talk talk talk.
funny sia. gd thg i went. thot of playing wit comel at home. haha =.=
so! here i am! =DD

gotta sleep sia.
work was a damn tiring siaaaaaaaaa.
chinjja. hmphh. knn the uncle. hmph.
bud nehmind. give him chance. haha
bdw, i ordered a beg thru online shopping!
mon getting it!
jyeahh. fiza bought tube laa seyyy!
she's so xcited cuz she cant wait to show off her bare shoulder.
wakaka. okie fiza i'll shuddup. hehe.

bdw, i miss you laa bodo.

thnks fren,

2008-08-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

siti sawiyah sulaiman.
thnk u soo much for todae!
u lyk my mother sia.
well, u are older den me by a few mths!
bud still! im still 18 but u already 19 and the heck!
in a few mths u're gonna be 20! haha
grannyyyy.
siol. =.=

anws.. wad i wanna sae is thnks for the meal at sour puss,
the ice cream at swensens, and the anklet at sinma..
woahh. i noe thnk u is not enuf but thnk u so so much.
and sorrie i hav little tyme to hang out these daes.
assesment coming laaaaaaa. haha.
=DDD

u tc oryt! hehe =DD

and one last thg, fiza biol
and and, comel i luvvv youuu~
XD
oh okieee.

purple everywhere...

2008-08-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

wad the?
funny story.
me, liyana, and faj. the three of us.
wore purple lyk, coincidentally siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
wad the heck?
me and liyana wore the same selendang. same colour. same type. same publisher!
the weird thing is, we three wore the same shades of purple!
totally weird!
su mistakes me for liyana and and liyana for me. =.=
damn shocked sia.
den todae..at bugis, lyk mostly alot of ppl wore purple.
the same shade of purple! fuyoo!!
i give up!
dunnoe wad happened todae! haha.
so the three of us, lyk very paisey sia want to go back home together.
lyk hello! three gerls wearing purple all over!
lyk wad the?
funny sia! gahahahahaha!!

so tmr, hopefully diff colour laa puhlessss!
damn paisey siaaaaa. haha!

happy bdaessss=D

2008-08-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

happy belated bdae singapore!

&
happy bdae hadi~!!

well spore's bdae was already over.so my cuzzie's bdae,hadi is todae!
just came back from his surprise bdae at pasir ris park todaee.
haha! its his first tyme encountering something lyyk dis.
awwwwwwwwwww. haha!
well! hope u lyk ur presents yaw! ;D
me and mas bought for him a t-shirt with the help of his bro, zaini.
haha den his two other frens bought for him pants! haha.=DD

and not to forget, i want to introduce everyone to my new baby girl!
she's the newest and and youngest member of my family!
hehe. she's s0o cute!
i so love her! XDXDD

-comel.

fireworks yeah

2008-08-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

its a saturdae and and we went to see the fireworks!
yeeeeeehaaaaaa.
its the best one yet.
we were so close! damn shiok!
the fireworks were as if it was coming nearer and nearer to us.
lyk its gonna fall on us anytyme soon sia. haha!
the place was gd, and and i enjoyed it veri the muchieee! hehe
XDXDDD.
and nxt week is national daeee! wohuu! spore spore sporeeeee =.=
so! its gd to upload pics no? haha. =DD

shingchiapore!

2008-07-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

heyaaaaaaaaa! been a while doesnt it? okie maybe not. bud i felt lyk it is.
heehee.. and the daes b4 dat passed by lyk oh so quickly, me and my pretty pretty gerls went to the place dat have a lot of many many tonnes tonnes of flowers dat cant be touched. ironic.
no not the botanical garden, in fact its the spore garden festival!
well dats wad they saed.
and im one of those who don giv a damn.
3 bucks per person okiee. $$$
so theres restaurants, under the sea, hazel and gratel houses.
its really damn freaking nice laa!!! haha.
so! first dae at the suntec, so there myt be errors in my pics and
mind u, theres alot of ppl there. heh. haha.
lyk just yesterdae, me mas and faj went to town for lyk quite a few of events bud in the end,
none of them worked. dats damn irritating laa.
bloody hell. what we least xpected were seen.
lyk wad the? i met kino there.
esplanade. doing the graffiti thingy.
its so damn cool laa can! surprised to see him and the lecturer there!
damn cool damn cool damn cool!
shiat we came late. its from 9 to 9 pm.
he'sbeen there for 12 hours. lyk whoa. haha!
i can see from his face he's damn tired!
i mean, hu wuldnt be?
12 hours? takes a whole lot of affort. haha!
really cool. gotta catch it u guys! heh XD.
we thought we could catch the fireworks bud there wasnt!
bloody hell. realli gotten our hopes up! *tsk tsk*
they cheated our feelings.*huhuuu*
=.=

oh well! heres the pics.
both the garden and a bit on merlion!
hehe.=DD hope u'd njoy yaw.

we started the journey on FRI with lunch first! hungry mannnn. haha =DD

yesterdae was totally a girls dae out!
been at town till late at night!
haha. i reached home at midnyt. mayb more. haha XP

lastly we went to this place that have hip hop, etc.
and the thg is, only 16 and above can go in. haha!
there's police everywhere. haha!
they checked ur ic b4 coming in.and u need a chop to let them noe we're thru.
admission is free.
we got thru actualli!. hehe. =D

its at the SMU and museums's are just around the corner.
i SO want to go to there late night museum thingy.haha!

bajusss =P

2008-07-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

the cleocats are hereee..
they are delivered todae at ard 4++ pm!i tried.
on my five clothings. veri the niceeee. i loikkkeeeeeee
hehe. XDXDXD
even fiza is buying from online. haha
if fiza is on to this, ape lagik ktorg kn kn knnn
haha!
im totally xcited laa wen the delivery man called and saed that the items are coming.
especially liyana. huwah chaotic! crazy oready. haha!

its only been 3 daes and ive spend more then a hundred for art materials laa can?
huwah sey! realli fed up sia. fun is fun ar budden the thgs damn x siaa.
*shakes head* tsk tsk.
budden, todae, "renovating" our classroom for 2A2 is the best thg.
we make it girls room. cuz 2A2 consists of only girls. hehe
totally with the decos.
the cleaning, u wuldnt sae! the girls wont stop cleaning! haha! XD
gayle was lyk, 'shuld i bring..","shuld we buy pillows?"
totally gonna be a girl place. ;P
in a point of tyme, i think dat the room will become our second home!
we'll be spending more tyme there den other places! coolness laa!
haha. =DD
so tmr have to bring the clothes to those two xcited girls out there. haha!

sooooooooo yeah baju baru! yeah yeah! XDXDDD
jyyeeaaahhhhhhh~
=.=

yes thank you time.
i have now officially forgotten about you.
i am so honored
i can live my life likei used to be.
just ask your friend to not bump to me near my school.
its disgusting for me to keep a distance from him
when its my place.
i know you have totally forgot what it feels like.
so do i. besides, i'm doing better than i thought.
if i ever were to see you here there
anywhere.
i might just ignore.
no offence but i don't want to see your face.
what can i say? you disgust me.

first dae yo.

2008-07-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

woii its the first dae of skwel laa and its practically kecohrableee.
all was totally a little unorganized. a little.
den we get our own cabinets, easels and boards!
with our own personal name on it.
oh yah. the name shrifah on it. printed on bloody bold letterings.coloured somemore!
haiyoo. slang keper. haha!

budden the funny pArt is, first lesson, new mac monitor but unfunctional.
plus minus.
after the lesson, 2 and a half hour break, watched the dark knight laa seyy!
yeah me! gonna watch hellboy2 and twilight next too! kehkehkehhh

haha! end at 2.55pm and our nxt lesson is at 3, somemore with a briefing dat we missed!
haha! wad the heck?
wads more funnier is, us three, totally,definitely, really were confused as to which wing we were at.luckily we are not the only ones sia.
freshies here and there. funny sia. haiyoo
lyk 3 tymes we lyk, kept going back and thru from wing A to wing B.
6th level somemore leii. haha!
first dae sickness ar.
heh.. XDXDD

-don't you dare close your eyes.-

darin zanyar.

2008-07-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

darin zanyar.
<3

3 daes

2008-07-18T05:06:00.000-07:00

hey peeps im baccckk! hehee.just arrived at home a few hours ago!
haha. missing u guysssssss. ryt?

back from melacca, to KL to melacca again,
to JB den to spore! haha!
its good to be home. i think im gonna get car sick cuz of too much
tyme in the car whole 3 daes. heh.
fyi, theres alot of arabs there. i mean, KL and melacca.
fuhh.

at least i understand them a bit. i hav a translator with me! haha!
well, wad i can sae is, if u saw me in person. anyone of u,
wellllll... don sae anythg if u saw me a little bit bigger or chubbier!
hmph! during the past 3 daes, i hav been eating nonstop!
not that the food's there is nice or anythg. just having to eat with my family
is the one that makes me wanna eat more. RYT!
hmm.. i don think so!
bud from wad i noe, she saed im looking a little bit weightier! eerrererhegrjehb kfrjf!
why am i not heppie bout this? errr.

so anw! i went to a mosque dats pretttyyyy!.
bud the security guard there is damn pissing me off.
ergh. fat guy! nyehhhhhhhhhhh dats not nice sharifah bud hu cares!
kurang sopan ur head! i wore 2 lapis of baju okieee! hishh!
=.=

feelings.

2008-07-12T08:41:00.000-07:00

i feel fine.
im happy. im xcited about absolutely anythg.
but im actually not that happy inside.
why or what happened some ask?
hmm.. i dont know myself.
i think to me, there's no hope for all this.
for whatever reason there is.
seeing all these people, to me, is no use.
it really sends the aches and chills.
for someone like me, i think theres more to it.
im different.really different in very pathetic way which i accept.
pitifully.

when i kept thinking about it, it shows me no chances.
to live life.
to know that that sort of person really exist in a place called earth.
or should i say, its useless!
found one, cannot laa. this, that. so much problems.
till theres a time i cant say i want to anymore.
wish i'd never know all this that's happening to me
what i felt, what i desire, what i had known.
all these comes from where i don't want it to come.
it easily comes but will slowly fades away.

what a mere defenseless person like me can do? haha!
imagining also doesn't get me anywhere.
just me, and i can only dream but not grab hold of something beautiful.

malacca!

2008-07-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys im baccckkk!
from Malacca dis tyme!
haha!
planned to go for a dae only. by one dae.
budden, too tired, so we decided to stay for the nyt!
4 ppl in one room. haha
i met some pretty hensem angmos of my age at the hotel.
hahaahahahhahahahahahahahaaaaaa!

so! shopping is a must!
bud deres also museums! and also Malacca's latest attraction!
the high2 thingy. dunnoe laa wad its called.
it spins a little wen we're at 80 m high. quite dizzy actualli.
and we went on it twice! wad the heck? it wasnt me. =.=

and wuld i sae, we ateas much as possible.
seafood, chocolates, crackers. haha.
alot ar. full of junk food. heh =))
b4 reaching home, we still have a little tyme shopping for work tmr.
heh. and here i am! save in spore.
better in spore i sae! haha. =DD

its hancock the super hero! haha

2008-07-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

yeay yeay hancock! coco!
the show is veri veri the nice! shuld watch it u guyss!
im so gonna watch hell boy next! haha
the movie was veri funny! wad do u xpect from will smith?
its sad, touching and at the same tyme veri funnY!
i lyke the funny funny funnyyyyy part.
heh

went to jb todae.
really a ruckus! totally.
hmmmmmmmm.... budden. todae is a looonnnnggg dae for me.
tmr will be another too!
it will. heh!
since tmr im not working so yah! heheee..

kaki jln and mayb im too xcited to get to skwel again.
hehe
and oh! i saw nas at causeway point after the movie.
-hey nas! i saw u! potong rambot seyyy! warne perang lagik! haha-

everywhere i go. theres still memories of him.
i have to let it out.
no. i will erase. wait for it.
i can. its now almost gone. i noe it.
now, all i need is to rest.

movies!

2008-07-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

wuhoooo!
hancock! vampire knight, i mean, the dark knight!
batman batty man mannn.
wanted! hmm.

yeah yeah.
nk tgk nk tgk!
heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

okie tmr gotta work ar. tue den jln2 dae ayte! hehe.
okie dokie oker chokie. =D

pushing daisies!

chaotic!

2008-07-05T09:15:00.000-07:00

canadian woooooooooooooooo..
we had canadian pizzaaaaaaaaa!
ive never ordered one before so im xcited laa wen i was supposed to call them.
haha! the person was also lek, "HELLOOOOO!!", "HUH?"," WHAT? SORRY??"
wad the? my side was noisy, his side was noisy! haha!
chaotic i tell u.heh.

at last we finished. totally zilch! licin ar the 4 pizzas. all gone!
i was surprised myself! i even ate 3 pieces! hmmmm..
never ate dat much b4.
dats y they saed, the more the merrier! haha. =P

my mom, my aunts, and the people involved in it all, veri chaotic!
my voice is really sore after dat shouting and everythg.
taitee. hmmmm how come i lost ar?
luck's not on my side ar! dammn!